I love Ray my family they do too. It is just that it is hard to make them both happy. But i am lerning. So what is it that bugs me? My time. I mean I wish that time would go just a little bit faster for me. Like i wish that i was 18 so me an ray could get married. But I wish that i was older,cus man i wish that i was able to be with him more. Like i wish i could do all the things that he can. Go out do things with friends when ever i wan't to. BUt hey that is ok that i am here at this age right now. But other times i wish it wasn't so.But I can weight for the time i marry my sweet redemer, my true love, My dark Prince.Raymond Smith I love you With every fiber in my bodey and with every beat in my heart.