I just don't under stand

Feeling: angry
I don't need to torture. I dont need to Kill. I just need to stop this contact.... create hate. ALl i want is hatred and forgetting. no friendship no temptation. Need not worry... I will get you. make no mistake. i've finally learned to hate, and you recieve it all in full. it's all for you. keep it... think of it as a gift. you're a ruiner of all. so many things you wronged to me. Lies and cuts and things i wish i didn't mean. how much i've wanted to hate you for so long. i've finally gotten my wish. now i just need to forget you were ever here. forget your touch, your voice, your existence. pretend it was all just some unfathomable nightmare. lies still don't stop. my only salvation has been gone for so long. Old habits are hard to break. Don't know why i didnt see this all before. I should have known it was coming. I should have done this sooner. Fuck you.
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