Well time for a real update. Zara and I are in a fight cause she thinks that i wanted her and bokes to break up, (which i didnt) i sat around today my dad says im gonna get mono... i wasnt listening to the reasons why i would, i dont really give to shits. i only fell asleep yesterday at about 630am, and woke up at 830. t'was special. bokes was flirting wiht me, i didnt like that. so i blocked him. everyone still thinks i like bokes. *sigh* when will they learn that if i wanted him, i coulda had him by now? i coulda hooked up with him so many times by now, but i dont like him, so i never effing did. i like mike, cant spell his last name, its like embline or something. cant get him outta my head. im really sick of everyhting, i need a vacation away from my friends and family, i need to be alone for a bit, get away from all the bullshit around me. im for sure not going to bvi anymore. i hate my moms ex-boss, can got rot in fuking hell for all i care. i have to go to summer school for math and french soon. oh well. -Chelsea