Since my journal for last night before we went didn't come in, I've got alot to say. Okay I went to the carnival(La Vista Days) with kate. Of course her friends were there who had made up. They were angrey at each other because one said something when she was drunk, or something like that. Anyhow this had to happen two days before they leave for their trip to colorado together. So then Kate was all worried one of them wouldn't come. And for all I knew they were still mad. But me and kate decided to go to the carnival so we could do something before she leaves for a week. And both of her friends were there and friendly. I don't know what was going on! So basically fair was pretty bad. All the rides were lame. They had to put up all the rides in probably half the time because the carnival company that was going to do it and was partially in had some troubles, like the owner died and they didn’t have any insurance. But it was okay for a while. I think we rode one ride before we sat on the real playground. It was some stupid one, but kate sat with me and we ran off to get away from her friends so she could put my arm around her. She thinks her friends don’t relize what’s going on, but I think they do and they are nice enough not to tell her otherwise. Anyhow after the ride my arm was numb. Then we gave up on stupid carnys for a while and sat in the park and on the swings and read the grafity in the slides. Blah! I was kinda boring and quiet most of the time anyhow. Then her and me ran off and went on another ride. It was like a swinging ship but goes all the way up and around. It has a cage of course. And we held hands and all that junk since her friends weren’t around. And we went back to find that her friends were trying to follow us, but didn’t succeed. Then with her friends we went on the same ride, that they didn’t realize we had been on. Exept we were stupid enough to sit directly in front of them. And then poking began. And Kate slid out of her seat to get away and relized she couldn’t get back in. So she had to move, sad. But she sat in front on me and I reached over the seat to hold her hand. Then it got boring again for awhile. And we ran around and I called my dad and negotiated for another hour. But the last half hour was great, me and her sat up in the dark part of the park with the trees and void of people. And we just sat together and talked. I tried to call for more time, but didn’t succeed. So I had to go and we walked down to the entrance only in the dark part where there was no one. And we hugged for like two minutes and then she kissed me. I was calm but I was exited soon. It was quick and I feel lame for making a big deal of it last night. But still that’s my first kiss, that’s big to me! Oh this is why I feel lame I sent this e-mail to her.: Even if you don't get to this until after your trip. AHH!!! I'm so HAPPY!! I wasn't even in trouble, and my dad told me in a non-oblivious way that he was okay with my doing stuff! Or something like that! And you kissed me! Thats big! Yeah I'm happy! More happy! Repetivness! I did the shivers thing all the way home! But my online journal thingy isn't up so I can't write happy stuff while I'm still estatic! I'm using lots of explimation marks! I'm sad I had to leave though. But I'm still happy! I can't wait until you get back! Now that you haven't read this, don't think about me on your trip. (good luck) Just have fun! I hope everything works out! I hope your friends are friendly like there too! Yeah! *shivers* Yeah! more! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!! Yup I’m pretty pathetic. Anyhow I was mad at my dad last night too. When I was waiting to go he said something like “well you won’t have much time, It’ll be dark soon.” And I told him that was the point and that we were staying after dark. Then he went on about how I just assumed I could be out past dark. And he rants some and then goes on to how it would be fine, but that I shouldn’t assume it! Sigh. So now I think I’ll find a friend to entertain me today or maybe do something tonight, but it’s going to kill me not telling him whats going on.