I can't believe I even found this thing, or that I am writting in it right now. I remember when this use to take up my entire life and I would always wirte about really stupid stuff and it was a competition to see who could get the most comments. Ew, lame. Than came myspace..hah what a joke, and now that consumes all my time. Anyway I guess I'm suppose to write how I feel. I don't know how I feel right now. I feel very distant from the one person I care about that most. And they don't even know which may as well be the worst part. I wanna cry and lame and pathetic as that sounds, and no one has a clue, at all. I guess its better that way, I was never to fond of attention in the first place.