you don't know what you put me through

i wish i could figure him out. he's so hard to read. he's nice and friendly and joking with everyone. does he treat me any differently? he told me he doesn't want to be addicted to girls. he's one of those guys who is happy with a video game and his pals. would he be interested in me? what about those moments, those split seconds, when i tickle him and he grabs my hand and holds it for a second? or wraps his arms around me to try to keep me still? does he do this on purpose, or does he even realize what he's doing? what does he want? and does he see me the way i see him, or am i just another one of his friends who he messes around with, and hardly notices?
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I can relate exactly to this entry.
Guys are so confusing.

As are girls though.

thanks for the comment...you probably said that before I just changed it to bland brown and pink...but I might change it back to conor soon.
Much love