omg get me out of here. i am, once again, confined to the incredibly boring walls of my house. my mom is on yet another rant...on how i never help her and she's always doing all the work and how stressed she is and blah blah. for goodness' sake, i helped her so much when we had company coming. and now all i hear is, you're so ungrateful, i work so much for you, and you do nothing for me. get.me.out.of.here.now.before.i.scream. oh, and about my second entry, "dilemma". it seems whenever i think i have a problem with my boyfriend and i tell someone about it, my problem goes away. strange, no? but good. like when i broke up with him a while ago because i didn't feel so in love with him...the day after that happened, i realized how much he really meant to me. i guess i have to scare myself before i can realize how important he is in my life. its a strange form of therapy, but somehow it works. i really miss him now too. :( i thought i would be able to see him so much this summer, but i've only seen him once a week so far. it sucks. oh well i must go now. hugs and kisses.