That day when Allie and I went to the movies and decided to have a cheese fight, and when Daniel came and we had that water fight that got us all sick for three weeks. And maybe when they finally realized how jelous I was of them, they would stop kissing in front of me. Or anything else. That day when they were on the swingset and Allie had no idea how good she had it. I went to the slides on the otherside of the park and laid down. I remember how it felt under me. So uncomfortable but I didn't move. I looked up into the sky at the clouds and wondered how the hell I got here. Then, I closed my eyes and moved to the back of my mind. Immediatly the voices began to echo of lost feelings. "been up just sitting lying on the couch thinking about you till exactly 3:24 am. I think about times that we had..." and his voice overlapped with many until my eyes hurt. "...then I turned around to look at you... but there was a problem. I couldnt beieve it. I couldnt find you." Then changing rapidly from the softness of his vocal cords to upset screeching. "YOU SLUT!" and moving farther my mind to the one I hated the most. "I'm sorry... but I can't love you in all this chaos."