till im 21 i dont really want to do anything kind of scared shit im already a drunk now ill be 21 thinking of leaving lost vegas its a good movie the thing to do is suppose to go to vegas but i dont c the point really wow vegas 21 wow naw fuck that shit i really need to stop typing here drunk shit sometimes i come here and see an entry and be like what the fuck i think this is it 21 next month need to get this monkey undercontrol cause its not goin anywhere and either is me so yea i need that school really stress me out i dont know why it comes so easy to me shit im smart i make bad decision we all do time is my enemy and best friend fuckin time i cant seem to manage it it will go good for a while then it hits the fan motivation is lackin i think that is the problem i still waiting bout that job openin that be so sick if i could get it at the beach everyweekend direction ahahha i guess i rebuilding my bike i hella excited to do that shit at least something its all black now going repolished it all make it all shiny a 20 year old bike rebuilt to as if it was new i think thats cool yea i find it like a methophor for me in a way its crazy how life works out really im ready for it i guess im doin it chasin it looks like slowin its all comin together and thats good yea im crazy crazy is as crazy does fcuk it!