What did i do ? Why must i suffer!? First my dads dad.. Then my mums dad.. Then my mums step dad.. Now my fuckin MUMS MUM!! She died this morning.. Early hours of the morning.. Probley while i was laughing my head off from the party i had been out.. how guilty our family feels. We'd rather have my sisters 21st than check up and my sick nana.. She was sick, it was probley best. She must have been in so much pain. But i will miss her Deeply.. RIP Nana!! Xox Ashleigh. had my friedn ova when i heard, burst out in tears. K so one of my Grandads was shot in a Shotting massacre.. One died peacefully in his sleep. The other one died of a heart attack and droped dead infront of my cuzzins.. Hmm Nice. I getting off. I mite add more l8er.