I feel Tenacious.. Whatever that is, I have no idea. It was crap day. Lily appoloigised to me today. I pushed her away.. Again! Why? Who knows.. Guess i was still mad. It hurt a lot of find out what she had said about me behind my back. Even if we were in a fight, it doesnt make it right. I wanna leave. I wanna get away from it all. Leave all my problems behind.. Run away. Far away. Nd never return. Sounds good. But i couldnt do that. I'd miss to much. Yet i'd feel happy about a near new life ahead of me! Added I Probley made Lily feel bad by doing what i did. Maybe she mite do what she did again coz once again we aint mates. (All thanx to me..) Fuck im a cab. I push away what i need most. My friends.