Most of the time i just hate life. it has no god damn meaning everyone asks themselves why the fuck am i here?Thats what i tell myself every fuckin day and no one tells me why. no one tells me why my uncle died when they told me he had 6 months and he died about 2 months later. I fucking Hate god he took my uncle, My cat, MY grandma i always was around and my aunt i never met. I hate you god dammit! Plus to add to that i have dreams that i get to see my Aunt i haven't seen in four years. She Probably wouldn't even know who i was. I'm like a stranger . when i finally see her she'll just look at me like i'm the devil or a demon . I love my family sometimes they annoy me. i always hung around my aunt and uncle. But if they saw me today they'd think i was a failure. I'M A FAILURE. i should just die. No one cares. Everyone says they do but i dont feel that way. i'm sick of having to live with this pain. Knowing you've lost so many loved ones tears you to pieces inside. iT PISSES me off when people think they have it bad. They should be happy they have anything.FUCK LIFE ITS A WASTE OF TIME.