sintara

by lamkagedther
ugh... im on my own once again... i now have 6 or 7 things 2 buy with the small pay that i get... 1st off is insurance($138)2nd is doc bills($100)3rd is contacts($90)4th is socks($10-15)5th is(a constant) gas(ne where btween $25 to $50) 6th is stuff 4 the moter(maybe $20 -30) and that(at its worse is ) about $425 that i wont even come near 2 getting..... idk what 2 do nemore... havent seen ne of my friends 4 a long time.... plus im going insane... over hungery happy 4 ne meal i can get... o well skinny isnt that bad... or is going from a small 2 an extra small a bad thing??... man im hungery wtf.. im off 2 eat some bread cause thats always SOOO filling
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Dude. if you want a real meal call me and you can come eat over here. YOU NEED TO EAT as if you werent anorexic enough.
are your parents not letting you eat or is joe being a loser??? im confrizzled call me sometime you dork lol
-foamy
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when are you going to come see mee biatch??? i miss my frida! lol
dude, Im so getting dreads. what do ya think?? think i can pull em off? lol
well the dreads are going to be like to my shoulders at first...but I wanna grow them out to hips.
sorry i haven't written back...i haven't been on in a while. they were right when they said God is in everything and something good did come out of your grandmother's death, sometimes it takes years to see God's purpose and sometimes we never see it. and it is difficult to be a Christian. it's much harder to do than just going through life without God, however, the benefits are unlike any other. if you develope a relationship with God you will
realize that soon the things of this world become easier to deal with because he helps you. as for your friends, if they left you they weren't your friends in the first place. have you tried looking for a good youth group? i know it really helps me b/c the best thing to do as a growing Christian is to surround yourself with other Christians for love and support (i understand what you mean about your Christian school being hypocritical) i have no
excuse for them...it makes me mad too. it breaks my heart to see you turn away from God for all that has happened. God doesn't create all the dissention. the devil is at work in the world to create all the hate and terrible things that happen to us, but God is there for you afterwards to help you through it, you just have to trust him and try and find people that will support you because without them everything is a lot harder to get through.....
i know kids are mean & condescending. and i know you've tried to end your life, but God is all about turning your life around. He will meet you right where you are. i hope i've helped at least a little. take care & God bless! *manda*
Hey! I resent that! I was ur friend in school! Pshwwaaaa
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