trust!

Listening to: Leanna rimes
Feeling: abandoned
Came home today to Donny, my ex, someone who im in love with. I only come home to some one who cant hang out with me and my friends, he abandones me and cant be just him. He cant be happy with me and who i am. He has thoughts in his head about random ass shit. How can nsomeone say they love you when they cant trust you.
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hey wat the fuck is up yo, im boreed leAVE A MESSAGE IF YOU HAVE A MYSPACE GO TO KATE FREEMAN ON THE SEARCH
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fuck, who cares!

Feeling: amused
Hey every one in internet land. how have you all been? People nowadays, think im a crack head, or a crack whore at least, and their wrong. I dont do crack and i love weed, or vike's or alchahol. If anyone ever wants to party let me know. if anyone wants to see this really ugly guy i went out with two years ago go to loserguy67, what the fuck, he looks like a crack head. thought for the day: be your self and do drugs, be honest about them too. on my age shit im not 13 im 15 and i go to pacific high school
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Dude i havnt done this shit in like two years. i have fuckin changed to the fuckin max now and i think i was a dumb little bitch. Anyways tough shit but hey, if your a local in ventura and you like drugs, let me know
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ryan

Listening to: my chemical romance
Feeling: accepted
boyfriend ryan G. he is the greatest and i love him. we have so many probalems but now i just want to be with him, not take him for granted. and always love him thought for the day always know who you are
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today is the first time ive written in a long time and im in the school library. my friend matt is sitting next to me too. i kinda like him.ok well im bored.
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at tiffs

today i went to boring summerschool like always. and right now im at tiffs. im listening to a conversation about would you rather be in a room with naked men or naked women. and there saying they rather be in a room with naked women because men have to much hair. they are also saying how guys grow hair in there asses. thay are now saying how men are sexier with boxers on than fully naked. no they are grossing me out,by talking about a guy they know who hasnt hit puberty. ok well, i got dumped yesterday,yes,yes. im single. now im able to see other guys,naked, just kiddin. ok well , i have to go to the dentist and talk about my old route canal. love me thought for the day, think about who you would choose to rather see naked, to find out whether you like the same or opposite sex.
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bored

the last diary that was left was fake and wasnt written by me. jacob, my really cool friend has my password and wrote it all. even though he is so sexy, i will not fuck him. for the moment. he he. anyways im kinda a wirdo. i tried crystle meth for the first tme and it wouldnt let me sleep. ok well drugs are bad. i dont think i will be doing that again. i love pie and pie is good. ok leave comments please. thought for the day, pie is good and you should always eat it. love me mnot some one else.
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I WANT TO FUCK JACOB SO SO BAD

Listening to: NONE
Feeling: knackered
HEY EVERYONE I AM TALKING TO JACOB RIGHT NOW HE IS SO FUCKIN SEXY AHHHHHH. HIS PENIS IS SO BIG I TO FEEL IT UP INSIDE ME RIGHT NOW. HIS ASS IS SO GODDAMN SEXY GOD I WISH HE WOULD FUCK ME. AND HIS CHEST THAT IS A WHOLE DIFFRENT STORY. WELL I AM GOING TO GO FANTISIZE ABOUT JACOB AND SUCKING HIS HUGE COCK MMMMMMMMM. P.S. JACOB FUCK ME FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT PLZ GOD LET HIM
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cutting is wrong

Feeling: compassionate
hello. my name is kate. im the stupidest person in the world. i feel depression is wrong. it makes kate feel sad. kate did a bad thing. want to know? well you cant. just kiddin. kate cut her wrists. she wont do it again. dammmmn donna just pulled kates hair. kate says ow. i guess that no body likes me. i mean nobody likes kaste. kate wants to die. love kates imaginary person friend thing. thought for the day , i love all my friends as a good person loves there pillow.
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dunno know

Listening to: fuck
Feeling: stoned
hey i guess jacob still hates me cause he wont call me. today my friend victor, said lets play a game called find kates boobs. well when he was playing around he grabbed my chest. he is really wierd. any ways today a boy named angel grabbed my ass and told me he wanted to see his favorite pants of mine. they have holes in the ass. i guess he likes me for some un expexted reason. beth is a great friend. she is so intresting and a great pal to hang out with. oh, yeah holly hates me now. well i will write later. thought for this entry is, dont let people play games that has to do with private parts or places you feel shouldnt be touched. love me
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fuck

Feeling: abandoned
well i guess jacob hates me. okay. well he can suck his balls and well he was a great friend and he just hates me because i wouldnt go out with him. thats a stupid reason to hate me though. i wish he wouldnt be like this, but thats jacob. if he would just forgive me i woulld be cool with him. beth is cool cool cool... she went to beach day and had lots of fun while i stayed at school and took the high school exit exam. ok thought for the day::::: when you do not get what you want be happy for others instead. love me.
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holly is over

Listening to: hollys song
Feeling: broke
holly is at my house today and we havent done much. i guess jacob hates me now. im a nerd. or thats what holly thinks. holly smiles alot. she is bored at the moment. lately beth has been mean but she appoligized and i forgive her. when she comes over today holly wont be boreded. gholly says hi. i got high yesteday. twice. rholand was there twop. ok well i hope jacob doesnt hate me. oh and another thing. today i told a guy named devin that i do like him even though he has a girlfriend. he tlold my ex and he got mAD. i believe that devin liikes me. thoiught for the day is when things get boring get more people to come over. love me me me me me me me me oh yeeah and holly too.
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evey one is a bitch, is a bitch, is a bitch. life sucks and well its a bnitch its a bitch its a bitch. today is the day i thiught i had some close friend. but in the end lifes a bitch. role role role your joint smoke it all away do some shrooms make some booms do it all today anyways beth hates me for no reason i heard that the guy who liked me use to talk crap and my good friend sammy is mad at me my lifwe sucks i want some pot.
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jacob you are funny and i cant say yes . well not right now anyways . that is sweet that you said a yellowcard song reminded you of me. please dont be mad at me. donna is watching this t.v like crazy, thought is be sweet to others and hopefuly they will return the gester. loce me
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bliss

hey thanx for the comment jacob and that is if you are readinf this. right now its 12 o clock and im watching bliss , a sex show and fantasy show. sexy. jacob wants to know if i like hoim but i dont know about it yet. we need to hand out some and talk more. thought is know somebody before you hook up with them. love me.
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dunno know

Listening to: none
Feeling: blasphemous
right now it is like 11:30 and im watching talk sex. it is all about sex and the host of the show is sue jhonson. she is showing a glow in the dark vibrator that tickles your clit. oooohhhh well.morgan broke up with me like over a week ago and now im single{yes}. today i talk to jacob, i use to have a crush on him but i dunno about now. he is really sweet because he wrote a song to me but hes kinda buzzed. i dont know if he likes me. but anyways, do you ever think biosexual people are wierd. well i am kinda bi. i hope people dont judge me for it. i want weed. thought for the day: dont judge people for who they are. just let them have there lives and to always have fun. love me
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mall

today i went to the mall and saw my ex and his friend. when i went there i took alicia and she and my ex{jeremy} started going out. jeremy brought his friend devin so i wouldnt be alone while they were goofing off. devin is really nice and he gave me eleven dollars. ii hope i see him again. tomorow we might all four of us go to the beach. i hope devin doesnt like me because i have a boyfriend named morgan. thought for the day. be nice to others and you shall recieve many gifts. for instance eleven dollars love me.
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