Well, Ages and ages have gone by (not really) and I've been gone a long time, playing in a band called River of the Eclipse before I left, and now in a band called Containment, with entirely different people. It's alot better and we get more done. Now, as for music, we have it posted on our myspace, at www.myspace.com/containment, also, add me if you want, at www.myspace.com/bloodyshadows As for life, I'm failing junior year, and I have no girlfriend or anything. But I still enjoy life, I've gained new friends, and lost a couple. I've forgotten lot's of stuff, but remembered so much more. I've learned things about myself, and about other's perception of myself, thus gaining knowledge of my weaknesses. I follow my own path, I don't let others tell me where to go..

Well, Me and Geoff are going to stop talking shit about eachother. I really hope all this shit will finally end. And we can go on with life like regular miserable people, instead of regular miserable people who fight with eachother. However, not everything works out the way you want it. It's wierd, me and Geoff used to be friends, before all this band shit started happening. Makes me kinda wish I didn't want to be in a band. But I'm in a band now, and I just have to work now. Paul is our keyboardist now. He does know how to play it, but he's only doing that until he can play bass better. Which I think will take forever. But oh well, the keyboard we have makes some pretty cool sounds. It's even got the mortal kombat theme song as a little demo on it. That's pretty cool. Also, I'm going to try and save enough money for an Xbox 360 and a custom computer, then I'll be all set for the long winter breaks. And I won't have to share it either. Kyle Wilt is gonna help me put it together, so that I'll put it together right. And I won't let anybody touch it this time unless they are computer literate. Last time my mom got on my computer and fucked up the hard drive real bad. Oh well. Well, gonna go see Corpse Bride today, that movie looks real good. See ya!

My friend Joe's cousin is in mastodon, and because of that, I could get free ozzfest tickets and backstage passes. That is, unless their out of them. so I'm saying screw warped tour, and hello Ozzfest. I'll be going with Joe, and I guess a couple of other people, maybe. I'll be bringing my mudvayne cd to get it signed, and any other cd I can get signed. Can't fucking wait!

To Geoff: I Never Fucking criticized you about being in a band with freshman, you lying cunt! What kind of twisted fucking lies have you and your girlfriend been coming up with? And so what if I can't play guitar worth shit? I admited it, and no I don't want a brownie! And I've been working on writing some songs, so don't fucking criticize me on that shit. And you guys never even really had a band, nor was Forsaken Ritual a band, we were THINKING about making a band. I asked Kyle if I could be vocalist, and he said sure, because he couldn't sing, and he couldn't get Logan or anyone else to join. As with you and Kyle arguing, that was what he told me, and several periods after that, you guys were pals. AND (NO, I'm not fucking Done yet!) as for Nicole, I don't fucking stalk her, I got the fucking picture the first week or so, but that doesn't mean I wasn't allowed to be her friend! And I buy my own fucking video games you fucking moron! I'm not spoiled like you think! I buy my CDs, Clothes, and all that other shit with my own money. I don't just sit on my ass all the time, and watch a tv screen getting fat! To Beth: I'm not looking for a easy lay, so don't think I'm in relationships for the sex or any of that shit! I never said I was wiccan, I said I was THINKING about becoming it. If I was ACTUALLY wiccan, I would've gone through the rites and all that other shit you have to do. It SEEMED like a cool thing to do, but it was really just a way for me to pass the time. And sure, I had that pentagram on my one necklace, but hey, it's a free country, and I thought it looked cool, so Fucking sue me! P.S Why don't you two go make some fucking lies about someone else?!

Fuck Ozzfest, Fuck Warped Tour, I'm just staying home, and enjoying my summer. To Geoff and all those other bitches: Happy? I'll just go next year. I'll just hang out with my friends and have fun this summer, without having to deal with those other faggits.

I just had a Halo 2 LAN party for my 16th birthday, and it was awesome, we played Halo 2 till 6 in the morning, we had 4 xboxs hooked up, and we had 4 tvs in my basement, it was awesome. We had lot's of fun, and I also got the game God of War from my dad, that game is awesome, awesome plot, awesome fighting, awesome everything! Me and my friends are going to see Star Wars episode 3 again, just for the hell of it, and then we're going to gamestop, so later!

Nicole is coming to school on Thursday, that's gonna be cool, since she has to go to rockford, and she is one of the only friends I have that don't ignore me most of the time. So, later bitches, I have to go to karate, bye.

Joe Zombie is one of the coolest Stick Figure animations I've ever seen, here's the link: http://www.newgrounds.com/collections/joezombie.html

There! I Updated! Now, I'm really pissed off at a couple of people who shall remain nameless right now, but I'm sure they know who they are...AND I DONT THINK SLAYER SUCKS YOU BUNCH OF WHORES! Sorry, had to get that out...anyway, I'm thinking of just going to Warped Tour this year, it's cheaper and theres alot more bands playing, Ozzfest is to expensive, and there is no way my mom will pay for my tickets at the grades I have, or maybe she will, who knows? Anyway, I don't care about making a band anymore Geoff, I might make one, but I'm not looking, I'm just going to enjoy my life, screw the people! Anyway, now that I typed an entry, I'm going to play X-Box, I just got Unreal Championship 2: The Liandri Conflict, and so far, it's one of my favorite games released this year, along with Jade Empire and God of War. Of course, those of you video gamers know what I'm talking about, for the rest of you....go away!

You know what? YOu all can go die, because my diary is better than yours and your just too jealous to even post in it! Bunch of stupid whores! lol, j/k, but still, it would be nice to here from my friends over spring break...

As I sit here, typing this entry, I am at my grandparent's house in North Carolina. It's all nice and warm here, unlike Delaware, haha you stupid whores! I'm all nice and warm and your all cold and shit! Don't worry, I won't brag too much.....ok, Maybe I will...We're going to walk on the beach right down the road though now, so I'll catch you bitches later!

THE SHOW INCLUDES MUDVAYNE, LIFE OF AGONY, AMERICAN HEADCHARGE, AND BLOOD SIMPLE. IT'S GONNA BE A KICKASS SHOW! TICKETS ARE $24.50 EACH AND ITS AT THE ELECTRIC FACTORY IN PA. I CAN GO, BUT I HAVE TO BE ACCOMPANIED BY MY MOM'S BOYFRIEND, ROB, BUT HE'S COOL. AND I'M GOING WITH MY FRIENDS THAT LIVE IN MY DEVELOPEMENT, SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN MIDDLETOWN WHO ARE GOING, BUT DONT WORRY, WE'LL SEE YOU THERE.

As I reinforce my old friendships with my friends in my old neighborhood, which I recently moved back into, well, my mom did anyway; I feel my friendships with my other friends kinda dwindling. I'm still good friends with them and everything, but things are not as good as they used to be. Especially with Jen, I hung out with her everyday, talked to her on the phone, and everything. But now she hangs out with other girls, and barely ever talks to me.

Logan got to go to the Slipknot, Lamb of God, Shadow's fall concert, and I didn't get to at all. Lucky bastard. Oh well, there will always be more. Even though I would've loved to go, my dad was just being an ass.

Today it snowed, so we had a half day at school, however, I hate snow, so its bad for me, also, today I head a huge headache. My left arm went numb, as well as my tongue. Oh, and my vision went blurry. I left earlier then the other people.

I had dinner at Applebee's with Jen. And before certain people I know get any ideas, it was with her friend Natalie, and her boyfriend, Josh. It was a birthday dinner, without the parents. Which was fine, nonetheless. In fact, I say it went really well. Her parent's like me alot, of course, I'm always on good behavior with other people's parents. I'm a good kid.....sometimes.....and her boyfriend is actually pretty cool. He's like my friend Paul (not my brother). Which that is just weird, considering they look somewhat alike too. Anyway, Jen didn't have much, nor did Natalie, Josh didn't have anything, but I had a steak, and some mozzarella sticks, and josh had mozzerella sticks too. Anyways, gonna go now.

Last night we went to the grange (That's Me, Paul, Becki, Toni, Dave, Alan, and Coleen). Me and Paul were the last to get there because we had to wait for our mom to get off work, but, we didnt have to wait outside so long so we got there just in time. I mostly hung out with Becki, Dave, and Paul, because Alan, Toni, and Coleen kept dissappearing. Smoking no doubt, and we made the little joke about them having a threesome in the back of the building or something. The music was loud, since we were up at the stage, and people behind us were dancing (at least, if you call it dancing) and lept hitting me, Alan, Becki, Dave, and Paul in the back of the back, or the head. It was really annoying, so I hit back, I felt better after that. We fooled around, met some of backi's friends from Pattawa(SP?) and saw our old friend Nicole Terranova. She's barely changed, but it was so cool to see her again. We really had a good time, whether Alan, Toni, and Coleen did or not.

Today (Mardi GraS) was funny, but boring in class. Today Kyle paid two chicks to make out and grope eachother while the rest of us watched, I got a pic, but then I deleted it because one chick didn't want any pictures. Oh well, their will be plenty more. Tim had a sign that said "Will flash 4 food" on it, and I had one that said "Will flash 4 beads" but Murphy told me to take it off, damn him. Oh well! Jen (new one) got a haircut over the weekend and she looks even hotter than before, that brings her to super hot. But my hair got butchered so I don't have hair that covers my eyes anymore, I miss my old hair!T.T

I hate my parents, my mom is pissing me off, she's complaining about my dam grades. Even though I still have two marking periods to go, and my dad is getting alittle better, he still needs to quit complaining about me staying after school and my grades though, and let me have my videogames. I wish I could just move into one of my friend's houses, and forget my parents.

Well, it started like this: I woke up, and thought "Hey, Mrs. Kebler(my programming teacher) isn't gonna be there today, so...I'll just bring my X-box to school and play it during 3rd period, and hang out in programming class during 4th period, getting a pass to 4th period close to the end, so I won't be counted as cutting" Then I get to school, walk into kebler's room, and SMACK there she is, right at her desk. I act normal instead of extremely pissed off, "Hi, Mrs. Kebler, how are you feeling?" she says fine and all that, and then I put the x-box down and leave it in her room. I go to class, and at 3rd period I ask her if we can have a free day, she says no, i ask why, and she says because, then I show her the x-box, and complain that I brought it for nothing. She stil says no, and the whole class starts begging to be able to play it. She still says no, and I get even more pissed. I leave it in her room, and at the end of the day I go to her room to pick it up, and she isn't there, and the dorr is locked! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I get on the bus and leave, now EXTREMELY pissed off, since I have nothing to do over the weekend. Anyway, once I get home, I eat something, not sure what, but it was good, and head over to Nicole's House, the girl I've had a crush on since I met her, but I'm trying to get to know her even better, so when I ask her out, I can actually stay together with her for more than a week. And even better is the fact that I can walk right over to her house, since she lives a short distance away from my house. So, I went over there, met her dog isis, who has some really awesome looking blue eyes, that are almost pale, but it looks so fucking cool. And we talked and I found out alot more than I thought I would, at school she barely talks, but when we're alone, she talks about alot, and we have alot of the same interests. I actually think I can have a really good relationship with her, if I can get her to open up, she kinda said she was "going to stop dating". Hopefully, that rule doesn't apply to dating me.