since no one reads these things anymore..I might as well put how im feeling and not worry about who sees it...cuz noone looks at it and i don't even know why im saying that...
anyway,
I feel lonely..
I feel sore
I feel not so smart
I feel not so proud of myself..
I feel tired
&& I just cna't take it anymore.
I like this guy.
hes so cute
and funny
and he plays acuostic* guitar really really good
and hes really sweet,
and hes smart
and sometimes i feel like i just wanna jump on him randomly him and kiss him. but like hes olderthen me by like 2 or 3 years. but I don't feel or act my age at all and people notice that. I feel older.and sometiems i wanna say "age doesn't matteR" BUT IT DOES! not to me maybe..but prolly to him.
sometiems i just wanna be hugged. it sucks.
I CAN'T TLK ANYMORE i have to go to sleep i have to wake up for volley ball tomorrow at 6.30,
im just so...sad.