apparently i am making a come back.. feels good.. i guess so ive been away for pretty much a year.. and now.. i have no friends on here.. weird.. thats ok though cause i just really need a place to write down my thoughts.. its really funny that im drawing a blank.. maybe tomorrow ill get back into the swing of things.. hopefully.. [sometimes i feel disapointed by the way i spend my time.. how can i further your kingdom.. if im so wrapped up in mine?]