so im pretty much like obsessed with sitdiary lol yes i think i am so like my entries are like complainy and thinky and stuff. that says a lot about me right there. so like im bored right now...and i wanna go somewhere... i miss doing what i used to do everyday and everynight. i miss having robert and travis call me and be like hey wanna go somewhere? and then even if i didnt wanna go i wuld go anyways and then end up having like the bestest time ever. i miss doing pointless shit...buying ppl stuff..then them buying me stuff becuz i bought them stuff...and i miss stopping for fast food at 2:00 in the morning. i miss just fucking around and never having plans. i miss drifting. i miss driving around aimlessly. i miss having no purpose-in a good way.i miss getting random fone calls at 3 in the morning where they just meow and make annoying sounds until i laugh. i miss the fone calls where theyd talk to me. i miss the times when he wuld just show up randomly at 12 at night and wed just sit outside and talk..even tho my neighbors prollie think im crazie lol i also miss ali. becuz i havent seen him since sunday and i dont know whats going on with him. i cant really seem to figure out why he hasnt been talking to me. he swears that he has not received my IMS or sumthing. i think thats a lie. and u know...it sucks. cuz like..arg idk. i hate when theres sumthing wrong. and idk i care about him a lot and i wuldnt wanna lose a friendship or grow further apart. oops. i turned it into another sad/thinky entry like all the rest lol. o well. living in memories is good and bad. its good when you remember good times becuz...well..you had them. but its also bad becuz it makes u feel bad about whats happening at the time. sacrafices must be made i suppose. i still need to go skool shopping gosh. i love skool shopping but i hate the first day of school. i hate wondering who will be in my classes and which class will present my new least favorite teacher. however, i do like skool becuz i get to see everyone. this year i will have absolutely nothing to look forward to at skool. atleast at valencia i culd see ppl i know nd love. but noo...now i will be a loner until i go talk to random ppl. which will make me look weird. but i guess id look weirder alone. lol i need to start getting more sleep cuz i fall asleep in the middle of the day. and my mom has started to notice that while i sit i cant keep my eyes open and i liek drift off..im thinking she might take my fone or the computer cuz she knows thats whats keeping me up..shit lol hmmmmmm...bye