I had the weekend from hell. I will not go into details because it is truly tiring and I don't wish to re-tell this story again. In short, a “supposed” friend betrayed me. That'll teach me to be so goddamn trusting of people. I'm closing myself off from males for a while. At least physically...they're not allowed to come within ten feet off me…unless it cannot be avoided. And even then, none shall touch me. I lost my boyfriend because of this. Which just added salt to a very deep wound, but hey...guess it's better to take all the disappointment in one shot. He called me tonight. He said that he didn't care about what happened anymore, that everyone makes mistakes. And how he really liked me, and still does and he didn't realized how much till last night. He wants us to remain friends because he doesn't want to lose me and wants to see if we can get back together in the future. And didn’t know what to say. He truly hurt me and in the short time that I've known him, I've been through a lot for him. I got badgered by the police because of him. I almost got arrested for him. I've done things with him that I never did with or will do with anyone else. He didn't believe me when I told him about his friend. After everything we've been through...I never once lied to him about anything. I can't lie, everyone who knows me, knows this. He's told me over and over again that I was a bad liar and that I couldn't lie to save my life and now he accuses me of lying about a very serious matter. He hurt me so much and yet I still...I love him...OMG. I love him. My head hurts.