so brendan pretty much is my best friend and he pretty much understands everything about me. and im depressed cuz i like him alot. but hes really far away and it sucks. =( i hate that. [lame-o] what to do? and the kinda funny thing is...i think he likes me and i think he knows i like him...but we dont make it that obvious.... just the fact that we talk alot...about random things....lol how funny. smiling is good. he makes me smile. oh bajeezers here i go again. lol yea...thts about it for me right now ~Neen