> > >CHILD ABUSE!!!!!!!!!! > > > > > >My name is Sarah > > > > > > > I am but three, > > > My eyes are swollen > > > I cannot see, > > > I must be stupid > > > > I must be bad, > > > What else could have made > > > My daddy so mad? > > > I wish I were better > > > > I wish I weren't ugly, > > > Then maybe my mommy > > > Would still want to hug me. > > > I can't speak at all > > > > I can't do a wrong > > > Or else I'm locked up > > > All the day long. > > > When I awake I'm all alone > > > > The house is dark > > > My folks aren't home > > > When my mommy does come > > > I'll try and be nice, > > > > So maybe I'll get just > > > One whipping tonight. > > > Don't make a sound! > > > I just heard a car > > > > My daddy is back > > > From Charlie's Bar. > > > I hear him curse > > > My name he calls > > > > I press myself > > > Against the wall > > > I try and hide > > > From his evil eyes > > > > I'm so afraid now > > > I'm starting to cry > > > He finds me weeping > > > He shouts ugly words, > > > > He says its my fault > > > That he suffers at work. > > > He slaps me and hits me > > > And yells at me more, > > > > I finally get free > > > And I run for the door. > > > He's already locked it > > > And I start to bawl, > > > > He takes me and throws me > > > Against the hard wall. > > > I fall to the floor > > > With my bones nearly broken, > > > And my daddy continues > > > With more bad words spoken. > > > "I'm sorry!", I scream > > > But its now much too late > > > His face has been twisted > > > > Into unimaginable hate > > > The hurt and the pain > > > Again and again > > > Oh please God, have mercy! > > > > Oh please let it end! > > > And he finally stops > > > And heads for the door, > > > While I lay there motionless > > > > Sprawled on the floor > > > > > > My name is Sarah > > > And I am but three, > > > Tonight my daddy > > > > Murdered me. > > > > > > There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. > > > And you can help. > > > > > > Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and > > > don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you > > > > would have to be one heartless person to not be > > > effected by this story. And because you are effected, do > > > something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take > > > some time to send this on and acknowledge that this > > >stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our > > >society, > > > and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, > > > but also pray for the safety of our youth. > > > > > > Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might > > >sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know. > > >Please put this on your site if you are *~*~*AGAINST CHILD > > >ABUSE *~*~* > > >

OMG!! I'm going out with the hottest guy alive!! I love him SOO much!! I know that he would never hurt me like Phil did!!! (asshole) But we were hanging out one Saturday and it was sooo much fun!! OMG I LOVE HIM!!!!

I thought losing your virginity was supposed to be this awesome thing with the guy that you love? I thought wrong I guess...I was just another quickie that meant absolutely nothing to him. I have known him for soo long and now we fucked our friendship up and he's ignoring me. Not only that tho it hurt like a bitch! Life sucks

You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting56%Soft50%Hot50%Sweet38%Shy31%Awkward13%Wet13%Violent0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com Me and that kid are all good again.. i guess he was just in a "bad mood" or whatever and that he was never going out with that chick even tho she thinks that they were. I was like w/e. Why didn't you just tell me that you were pissed and didn't want to talk to me? Oh well. I think he got me sick tho. It sucks but there's not much I can do about it.... .:Brandi:.

God I hate guys!! Especially lying, sneaky, hurtful ones. To make a long story short I went out with someone found out that they had a girlfriend already and then I got bitched at and now I am getting treated like shit for absolutley nothing. Well I will write when I get more info. .:Brandi:.

Lol I'm not really feeling experimental it's just the first one i saw besides erotic lol. I'm still at Stephanie's house right now she is sitting on front her mirror that we have dropped, kicked, banged in to walls and carried up and down the stairs all week and miraculously it hasn't broke! It's so funny though cuz when I look over all I see is her sitting on the floor in all different poses on front of the mirror. She looks like a retard! lol. jp!! I still love her though!! Lol. Well I g2g she's like molesting my face! .:Brandi:.

At stephanie's again and her diaries broke.... idk like when you go to them all you see is her background pic and the pop up thinger and that's all you can't scroll or anything. even when you sign in you get nothing. Has this ever happened to anyone? How did you fix it. Her diary is Danielbaby.

I got woken up at 2:30 this morning cuz my dad's girlfriend got home and she was telling my dad that I said all this shit that I never said!!! And she basically called me a liar in my own house and brought up all this old shit that happened last year. But I'm sorta tired now and i think i'm gonna go lay down or something. .: Brandi :.

Big shit going down in the house and somehow it's my fault. Idk when I started to be the cause of my dad and his girlfriends fight but I am now : Oh well wut can you do. By the way congrats on you belly button Steph!! Did Glenn get his nip peirced? lol that would b great!! .: Brandi :.

(x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) smoked anything else (x) kissed a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car (x) been in love (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested ( ) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die ( ) had/have a crush on one of your sitD friends ( ) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi ( ) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of sitD ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school ( ) used a fake ID (x) watched the sun set ( ) felt an earthquake (x) touched a snake (x) been tickled ( ) been robbed ( ) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat (cuz they're the same thing) (x) won a contest ( ) ran a red light ( ) been suspended from school (x) had detention (x) been in a car accident ( ) had braces (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (lol Stephanie) (x) had deja vu (x)danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look (x) witnessed a crime (x) questioned your heart ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke (x) paid for a gas with only coins (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue ( ) kissed in the rain (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe ( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles ( ) made a bonfire on the beach ( ) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone rollerskating/blading ( ) had a wish come true ( ) worn pearls ( ) jumped off a bridge (x) screamed "penis" ( ) ate dog food ( ) told a complete stranger you loved them (x) sang in the shower ( ) have a little black dress ( ) fucked in a park ( ) fucked in the bathoom (x) had a dream that you married someone (x) glued your hand to something ( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole ( ) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes ( ) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top ( ) had sex at a church (x) screamed at the top of your lungs ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night (x) didn't take a shower for a week (x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree (x) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (x) believe in ghosts ( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes ( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school ( ) gone streaking (x) played ding-dong-ditch ( ) played chicken fight (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger ( ) broken a bone (x) been easily amused (x) caught a fish then ate it (x) made porn (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed (x) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name ( ) slept naked ( ) French braided someones hair ( ) gone skinny dippin in a river IM me on GetxYaxWickedxOn

Tell me about yourself What's your name?: Brandi How old are you?: 14 Where are you from?: Connecticut When is your birthday?: 11/06/90 What color hair?: red with blonde in the front What color eyes?: blue What is you favorite Color?: black and pink Food?: chocolate Animal?: pig Drink?: vanilla coke Song?: santeria (one of) Band/Singer?: icp/Marilyn Manson Movie?: Thirteen TV show?: Andy Milanakis Book?: I don't read Sport?: softball This or that Night or day?: night Black or white?: black Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate Pepsi or Coke?: pepsi TV or computer?: computer Movies or DVD's?: DVD Rock or rap?: rock Pop or punk?: punk Old or young?: young Tall or short?: tall Big or small?: big Randomosity Have you ever tried to lick you elbow?: yes When was the last time you cried?: yeserday Do you sing in the shower? yes Can you drive (legally)?: no Do clowns scare you?: no Do you enjoy jello?: only in shots What is the one thing that annoys you most?: ppl who label themselves Do you laugh a lot?: yes Do you consider yourself a funny person?: sometimes Who is a sexy mofo?: Chad Micheal Murray Does MTV suck?: yes Does Avril Lavigne suck?:fuck ya! Have you ever chased a duck around in circles?: no What time is it?: 3:30 What day is it?: wednesday

Body: Girl is on internet! Stacy was on the internet just chatting with friends wen an anonymous IM popped up!! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Hey, r u interested in porno?? i'll give u money if u post some naked pictures of u!! LiLCuPPyCaKe: Umm...i'm not interested...but how much money r u saying? XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: I'll pay as much as u want!! I just saw your site and i thought ur site would be even hotter if u gave me hot naked pics of u! LiLCuPPyCaKe: Umm...i guess soo...but who r u?? XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Well, do u want to know?? LiLCuPPyCaKe: Of Course, dat's y i asked u!?! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Well i can't tell u, i'll tell u soon, wen u post those hott pics of u! LiLCuPPyCaKe: but wait... XxYoUSuCkHoSxX is no longer available Stacy thought about the money and she knew she needed the money for college. So she went to her dad, since she lived with him and she and him totally connect. "hey dad!" "hey..." "well on the computer, it was really weird!" "what happended?" "this one guy asked me to do naked pictures and he would pay me!" "do u want to do this?" "well i want the money but its up to your decision" "if it helps you i dont care...just be careful" "alright dad" So Stacy went to go to her room and made pics as she posted them online she again got another IM from "XxYoUSuCkHoSxX" XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Hey i saw your pics! they were soo hott! duude, you should make more! LiLCuPPyCaKe: But...where's my money?? XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: I'll mail it to u, i promise!! How much do u want? LiLCuPPyCaKe: ....i guess $50 for each photo...so u owe me $200.. XxYoUSuCkHoS: ok...i'll send it to u...but...i'll pay more f u had naked pics of u and a guy" LiLCuPPyCaKe: like who?? i dont have any guy friend i want to take pics with!! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: umm...make the pics wiff ur dad!! dat would be awesome!! LiLCuPPyCaKe: YOU WANT ME DO IT WITH HIMM!!!! NO WAY!! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX is no longer available Stacy goes to her dad... "DAD!!" "yea" "well that one guy IMed me again" "uh-huh?" "he owes me $200 bucks!" "that's cool!" "...but" "yea?" "he said he would pay me more...if i did naked pictures...with you" "that's really out of line! but if you need the money..." "you'll actually do it?? i thought i would just get the money and stop from there..." "well i love you and you need the money" "ok dad" Stacy and her Dad goes up to Stacy's room and did some pictures together **After the pics, Stacy went to the bathroom and started scrubbing where her dad had touched, she didnt feel any comfortable around her dad all naked while he touched her in certain places** Stacy goes and posts the pictures XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Yo! I love the new pics! they're like soo totally hott! LiLCuPPyCaKe: It wuz worth it!...i need my money now...!!! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: So how much money do i owe u now?? LiLCuPPyCaKe: $50 for each picture...so now u owe me $150 XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: but...u know wat would be even hotter?? u doing "IT" wiff ur dad! LiLCuPPyCaKe: HECkA NO! he's my dad...i love him but not that much!!! duude! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: PLEASE!! And i swear this will be ur last pic i ask from u!!! LiLCuPPyCaKe: wut happens if i don't?!? XxYoUSuCkHoSxX is no longer available Stacy goes downstairs, finds her dad from work "dad..." "is it about the pictures?" "yes" "ok...what is it?" "...he wants me to do IT with you and he promises this will be the last one he asks from me..." "!$&* NO!...that is totally outragous!! ican't do iT with you!!! your my daughter!! **dad starts screaming at her** **Stacy starts crying** "...now u need to stop crying" "i wish i didn't even do the pictures in the frst place!" "fine...if u really need the money...i'll help u" **Stacy shrugs toward her room** Stacy's dad comes in the room and they record wat they were doing for the past 1 hour XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: DAmN! WOW! not badd! LiLCuPPyCaKe: u dont know how hard i was crying last night!! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Not my problem... LiLCuPPyCaKe: u owe me more than wat i ask for!! i think for that u owe me $1,000 bucks! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Watevr! at least i get da handle on da doorknob and twist it to open a door of a new life!! **Stacy thinks bout' wat that guy sed...she knew who the guy was from that saying** LiLCuPPyCaKe: Hey BRb...in a couple minutes... XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Ok... LiLCuPPyCaKe is away from her computer right now. **Stacy jumps in the car and drives to her dad's office** **She finds her dad at break and looks through his computer, she could not believe what he was doing! XxYoUSuCkHoSxX was her DAD!!! It seems that her dad was a porno addict and always wanted to have sex with Stacy evr since Stacy grew up. But Stacy's mom would divorce him if he evn laid her...but Stacy's dad killed her mom so there wasn't anybody in his way...Stacy ran out of his office before he came back. Stacy drove back home in her car and went home. She finally went to get the mail, and there was the money but it was sent anonymus and she knew her dad would have done this. She ran up to her computer and chatted with XxYoUSuCkHoSxX even thought she knew who he was... LiLCuPPyCaKe: Sorry... XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: It's ok... LiLCuPPyCaKe: I got da money...thnk u for it...but who r u?? XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: well, my name is...Dan Rondino LiLCuPPyCaKe: o...cool...course u know my name...Stacy XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: Well i was wondering, do u think u can do a pic of u and your dad doing it again? LiLCuPPyCaKe: Sorry Dan...u promised it was the last one well gtg sorry... XxYoUSuCkHoSxX: but...i mean this one will be ur very last one... LiLCuPPyCaKe is no longer available **Stacy cried until her dad came home and she just stayed in her room and didn't go downstairs to talk to him... **Later that night Stacy was thinking about all of what happened so she ran downstairs in the middle of the night and she drowned herslef in the bath tub, the next morning her dad found her dead and a suicide note: Dearest Dad, I'm soo sorry i did this and left you. But the only reason i did this is because i know who sent those IMs! I found out everything, bout you wanting to have sex ever since, that you killed mom, that u were XxYoUSuCkHoSxX, and that you went along with the little dramitic scenes! I hate the fact i killed myself because of you! But i'm sorry again and again. But i can't let you live with the guilt...so tonight i will come to your room and kill you and you can not run from me cause i'm watching you!!! Love always and forever, Stacy! That night her dad was soo scared he ran to the nearest motel with his guy friends. They slept in a small room and asked why but all he kept saying is that he had to get away from the house, since it brought him sadness. So like he sleeps without any problems but Stacy took him out of bed and dragged him to the bathroom and killed him there. The next day his friends found stacy's dad dead drowned and hung. So if you dont let this story out...then u will be killed by stacy

I think I like the new layout. Tell me what you think tho. Not to much going on right now. I jsut found out that I am gonna be going to my aunt's all next week. That should be pretty cool. Not that any of you care lol. Well that's all I got. .: Brandi :.

I haven't been home for since Friday so I haven't been on my comp. So still working everything out. Tell me what you think so far.... .: Brandi :.

I am working on my lay out... I will write when I get done. Brandi