Hi everyone reading this. This is my diary. Well, my first anyways. I have a few friends on here. Well, today I went to a party with a few friends. It was fun. We went christmas caroling and gave out candy to the people we caroled to. They seemed to get a kick out of it. My friend Amanda said she was worried about her boyfriend. He's been a bit suicidal. He tried for the 5th time the other day. Anyways, I saw my familiars today. For all of you who dont know wicca terminology, a familiar is your spirit guide. Its usually in an animal form. I have two familiars. They're a ferret named Petrom and a cat named Messa. They protect me when I get into trouble. Anyways, I've been cutter for a few years. My friends dont know I've been cutting as of late. I hide it well.