i play lots of games right now iam playing doom 3 and divine divinty both grate games iam in hell right now on doom 3 frickin scary ass game heh.i also played some mmo's shadowbane being the one i played the most fun game .i build pc's and debug them for my family and friends heh. ------------------------------- well not much happend today woke up missed tara and did the dishes , things have been hard since i came back to texas i need to find a job but i keep procrsanating ( heh if thats how u spell it). i got about 2 more weeks till i can reaply at wallmart . i hope i get hired back cuz i need the money bad lots of people to pay :(. my mother offered to pay for my next percing lol i may get my labret done. things arnt much diffrent in texas from when i left everyone still acts the same. my dad acts like an asshole 50% of the time wich i wasnt expecting . when i left texas to pa he got real emotional saying things like " i love u" and " if u ever need blah blah blah" wich to most isnt much but to me it means alot he has rarely ever been there for me , and for him to say that ment alot to me. so i was expecting him to maby act a bit diffrent but he hasnt still acts like same buthole . my grandfather promissed to take me camping lol iam 21 and still he says this and i never here from him = / o well at lestiam home and i have tara in my life all that matters to me right now.