Fucked Up [23]

So we were running through a hospital, running from something, someone.
Flying, jumping down stair cases, until we got outside. We hid behind a bin, But that guy.. Phil, He caught up with us.. Walked straight past though.. The courtyard so full of police officers.. Hiding, But he recognised me.. That scarf... the one I always wear.. Heh.
So we didn�t get in a police car.. But a taxi, usual kind, Asian driver.. That officer.. Phil.. Handed him some money and told the driver where to take us... The girl I was with, who had no name, Just long dark hair... Was taken to a hotel..motel.. shabby kind of place.. I�d been there before, last time I got into trouble.
I cried.. For her.
And then I cried for me...
She would only get shouted at... It was her first time.
What would happen to me.. I can imagine myself getting torched.. In my mind I can see the tendons being cut at the back of my legs, I can see the blood pooring. I cried, and I cried.
So I�m in this taxi.. Carring on the journey, With the Asian driver and an Asian lady in front...I got dropped off at a house...Number 143 Manchester Road..I remeber thinking that it was just a few doors up from my sisters, but there was no way I could escape.. Punishment.. was my only way out.
The Asian girl gave me some clothes, Red ones, all sparkily, and prity, with some black shoes.. Tears rlled down my eyes.. I got out the car, I put my head back inside the taxi, as if to ask the driver to give me one last chance.. I asked the girl �What size are the shoes�.. She replied with �6�.
I shut the door and walked up to the house..It was covered with scaffolding.. I knocked on the door.. A woman, Biggish lady with blonde hair and big hooped earring.. In her 40�s greeted me, not in a nice way.. Just opened the door, and went upstairs...
I walked into the room in front of me.. The kitchen.. There were two men.. Lads, really.. about 23-25 years olf.. Pooring themselves a beer, magners to be exact.. I asked if I was in the right house.. They said yes. I sat down on the kitchen floor and cried.. Another guy appaeard, Chinese guy, chubby. In a suit. One of the men shouted at me, and orderd me to get changed.. And said to another guy... �It�s your turn... � And he replied with �Who would want to do anything with that�.
Then he raped me, On the cold kitchen floor. I Could feel the coldness of the lino on my back.. while they all stood round cheering.

And then I woke up.

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daaaaamn. that is one weird dream :[
and the shit that i have going on pretty much revolves around home. and it fucking sucks.