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February 12th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Static X-Cold
Feeling: alone
I haven't been here in FOREVER. I actually have a man that I've had for about six months, that I've known for 3 years.. He's amazzzzzing. ♥ him like mad.
.... That is all..
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~475~ I'm not being nice. . . |
December 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Family Guy
Feeling: decent
So, Brian, Mich & his gf, Laicee, Fishy and I went to see Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny. Afterwards we went to TacoBell. Brian decides he wants to run hot packets over with Mich's truck.. so we all go outside, to the Albertson's parking lot (right nextdoor-ish), and me, my sis/Fishy and Laicee stand in the middle of the parking lot.. Brian not too far away, and Mich and Amos looking Amos' truck... while we're waiting Brian yells "HEY LOOK! THERE'S TYLER! OUR CART ATTENDANT!" and when he gets out his car, we dicide we're going to be nice outside work for once (because people always think we're not lol), so we yell "HI TYLER!!!" a few minutes later, he and this girl walk up to us. She yells at us "WERE YOU GUYS JUST YELLING AT HIM?" "we were just saying hi......" "well he's saying he doesnt know you!" he said "well from over there i didnt, but now that i see them, i do" she said to us "how the fuck do you know him?!!" "from work...." she said to him "I CANT BELIVE YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME AGAIN" he said "please dont start this....." "what the fuck!" they argue... she goes to grab her baby, the kid flails in the.. seat thing.. she turns to us "I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT YOU JUST FUCKING STARTED!!" they walk off arguing, Fishy has this nervous laugh she does, and OF COURSE she did then. The girl heard "YEA, KEEP LAUGHING BITCH!" and they walk to their car at Longs, walk all the way over to Wendys, back to their car.. and then speed off.. we jus stand there.. freaked out.. Laicee freaks out thinking she's gonna go get all her friends and beat the shit out of us, 'cause she thinks her man is cheating on her with us... (all 3 of us??) and I run over to Brian and grab his arm.. he laughs and us and calls us homewreckers.. walk over to Amos and Mich and tell them our story.. we get bored, go to Target and tell Lucas (our GSTL/boss-type guy) what happened.. Next day, our cart attendant Tyler doesnt show up..... couple days later, he calls in says he's gonna be an hour late...... Doesnt show up... A day or two later. He quit. Now we blame ourselves 'cause we fucked up his job AND love-life... and it turns out, his mom works with us too...... i felt bad, but its not our fault his gf is fuckin psycho
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~474~ siiiigh... |
August 29th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Otep
Feeling: alive
This sucks. I had been meaning to go to church, to see the people I missed..
One in particular... her name's Sandy..
I loved her hugs. They were one of the main reasons I loved going there.. She was always happy, "AIMEE! WE'VE MISSED YOU!"
We? You. Hardly any of them did.
I dismissed it, "I missed you too!!" then we hugged.
about two months went by with me saying that.. TWO MONTHS.
Today I find out she was in a car accident a month ago, and since she had a special note thing from the doctor saying she cant wear a seatbelt, no airbags.. she was badly injurred. She started getting better and better.. then her heart stopped, and she got brain damage.. so they cut the chord..
I KNEW i shoulda gone. just to get one last hug. but i never did, "I'll just go next sunday"... thats all i said..
dude this sounds like something you'd read in Chicken Soup for the Soul..
she died 4 days ago.. the memorial service is being held on saturday. I'm going. I'm not missing my last chance to say goodbye. Not again.
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~473~ Mishimi's pregnant!!! |
July 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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YES!!! My betta fish that I have had for over a year now, is PREGNANT!! With Shishimi's babies!!!!!! I'm so flipping excited that it finally happened. This is like a soap opera, man.
They say they can have up to hundreds of babies O_O Sometimes not all of them will survive... Yea with my luck she'll have 400... Then I'd have to get 400 small bowls...
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~472~ I live. |
July 10th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Sooooo....
I went to Santa Maria yesterday...
I met a guy.. kinda..
Actually I just saw him..
Such physical attraction.. Lame :p
Fishy (my sis) said it was love at first sight for the both of us...
That'd be great if I actually believed in love at first sight...... But this was jus so close I'm sure theres SOMETHING wrong with the guy...
He works at Target. WHOA. I like that Target ;) :p
Paul is LOD there, but he's back here for remodeling, then he goes back... I should go with him :p haha..
Anyway. Now that we all know this sad tale will never happen, here's whats going on so far...
I'm looking for another job 'cause Target is starting to wear me out, and suck.
I used that canned air stuff, tipped it upside down and sprayed it on my arm one night.. A few days later it was starting to disappear.. So I did it again when I was doing the overnight with Greg, Laicee, Savannah, Fishy and Heath.. and.. then it started turning blue.. Then it was kinda brown.. Then it started to flake, so I pealed some of it off.. now its kinda tanish-brown.. and scarring.. lol.. I'm told it wont get better, and if I did it anymore I'd get frostbite and they might have had to cut it off... That amused me.
I made lunch for my mum and I today, my Monday. I dont do anything Monday nights anymore. Just turn off my phone (with the occassional texting), and relax..
I might be moving to SLO with Jason, Fishy and Raine (my other girl love) soon..
I went on Dom's trampoline last night, and while he was out getting alcahol.. Jason, Fishy and I were jumping on his trampoline and we were playing crack the egg. Fishy was the egg. We cracked her. I tripped and fell. Fishys foot came up and hit my chin. It hurt. We all died laughing. It was red. Later I went to go look at it in the mirror.. and there was a cut. a CUT! a bruise, I'd understand, but a cut? From her small shoes! Psh. Theres no bruise today.. just the bigass cut lol
Oh and Fishy came out of the closet (litterally :p)
And I cant get SM out of my head.
I've also been remembering things that happened in my past.. Things I wouldnt normally think of.. Its weird, everywhere I've gone lately, I have some kind of memory from that spot, even the smallest thing.. I just wish my memory was that good all the time :p
We've also been having bonfires every third saturday of the month. Its fun..
Theres this guy at work. Eddie (26). He's cool.. but.. he keeps trying to ask me out.. While knowing I'm taken (not for long though, but thats another story..). I HATEEEE when people are pushy like that. I told my mum about the sit. and she said not to go out with him if he's gonna be pushy even knowing that I'm with someone, 'cause who knows what else he might push for in the future...
I'm in a band!!! With some guys from Target. Its me, Fishy, Brian, David, Alex, Nate.. Not sure who else. And Ryan is gonna make a video game we're gonna put with the CD. haha. Its awesome, he and I talked about how its gonna be when we were doing the ad together a few weeks ago, we told David, he thought it was awesome so we're gonna do it. We're gonna record in Nate's studio in a month or two.. Brian and I have written a couple songs, and he and Fishy have come up with a few names for other songs, just not the lyrics yet.. We're gonna work on that.. I'm not sayin the name yet, you'll just have to wait til my website and everything gets up. We're also not selling it, just giving them away. For now anyway....
Til next time.......
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~476~ New...
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~475~ I'm not being nice. . .
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~474~ siiiigh...
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~473~ Mishimi's pregnant!!!
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~472~ I live.
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~471~ Satanic Music????
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~470~ Actually. Now that I...
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~469~ Tainted Love....
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~468~ I like this song..
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~467~ Why again...
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~466~ New...
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~465~ I just made you up to...
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~464~ Oh snizzap..
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~463~ oh... my....
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~462~ This is me...
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~461~ siiiick
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~460~ Who else wants to end...
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~459~ I've come to the...
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~458~ NiN!!!
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~458~ I emo heart this song
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~457~ One for the money. . .
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~456~ wtfk. . .
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~455~ He whaaa???
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~454~ he be one spiffy man I...
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~453~ Hug Me
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~452~ uhhh. . . .
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~451~ yea, CINNAMON BITS!
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~450~ So much for that,,,
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~449~ **happy sigh**
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~448~ Heck YES!!!
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~447~ Like a virgin....
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~446~ Squirrel!
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~445~ ♥
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~444~ Hmm. Trust me. .
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~443~ oh come on now. . .
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~442~ Everything You Never...
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~441~ FIRED???
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~440~ STOP IT!!!!
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~439~ To all you GUYS out...
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~438~ Rain??? :O
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~437~ No I'm Not Gonna Marry...
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~436~ Lapdance from a...
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~435~ Never avoid someone in...
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~434~ The New Guy
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~433~ Sick.
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~432~ oooooooooooo
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~431~ ♥
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~430~ Slowly Drifting Away. ....
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~429~ **clears throat**
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~428~ I hated it for You
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~427~ Whyyy?
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~426~ mhm. . . yea. . . uh...
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~425~ FUCK
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~424~ This cant be happening....
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~423~ sucky. . .
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~422~ What the Flip?! MORE!!
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~421~ This makes me mad
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~420~ Sarcasm
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~419~ As if it couldnt...
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~418~ Flippin Target!!
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~417~ Lonely.....
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~416~ Ick... Hospitals......
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~415~ 3pm....
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~414~ Here's your flippin...
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~413~ mmmm... froglegs...
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~412~ Piercings!
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~411~ teehee, Shmee
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~409~ If you want to destroy...
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~410~ diiiieeee
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~408~ The Truth Hurts
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~407~ Kari!!!!! :D
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~406~ I'm off! .. tomorrow..
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~405~Any better?!
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~404~ First Day..
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~403~ Everything Was...
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~402~ FIINAALLYYY
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~401~ blaaahhhhhhhhhh.....
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~400~ ehem!
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~399~ No Fear, baby!
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~398~ Did you ever know that...
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~397~ oh yea suuurrrrree
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~395~ SONG!!
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~396~ You are my sunshiine...
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~394~ He makes me giggle like...
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~393~ mmmm smores...
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~392~ 'Cause I'm just that...
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~391~ hahaha....
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~390~ Find Love....
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~390~ I hate cops....
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~389~ ahhhh last night...
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~388~ so theres this thing...
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~387~ woo! yay :)
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~386~ I'm sorry....
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~385~ Come As You Are
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~384~ oh how I hate you...
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~382~ sucks....
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~383~ oooh yes, exciting
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~381~ **waves**
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~380~ You will be the death...
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~379~ Happy Friday the 13th
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~378~ Unrequited love can kill
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~376~ its never that easy....
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~377~ dude....
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~374~ this sucks...
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~375~ FREAKS!!!!!!
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~373~ M&Ms are better cold
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~372~ insert quote here
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~371~ EVERYBODY'S PREGNANT
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~370~ ...blarg...
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~369~ So here I sit....
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~368~ Prepare to die
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~366~ haha...
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~367~ highlights.....
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~365~ Never going there...
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~364~ "The brake is your...
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~363~ Mean people suck!
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~362~ wooTT HECK YES!
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~361~ Gnomes on Playboy
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~360~ questions...
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~359~ oh, heck yes!
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~358~ Chocolate Covered...
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~357~ Ishy and I killed a...
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~356~ Woot, FUN
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~355~ My inFAMOUS Derrick =p
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~354~ "Derek"
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~353~ bored..... again....
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~351~ haha Ishy haha
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~352~ I must be dreaming...
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~350~ LiaaRRRR!!!!
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~349~ Wait... Arent we...
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~348~ Cotton swabs!
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~347~ Oh No Not Stereo!
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~346~ she cheated on me more...
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~345~ Its the end of the...
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~344~ Hey Lial (Liol?)
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~343~ It seems as though...
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~342~ Rants, oppinions......
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~341~ Smells like teen...
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~340~ Thoughtless
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~339~ Read this!
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~338~ Tell me its okay to die
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~337~ Ginger Snaps...
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~336~ Depeche Mode... yep..
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~335~ I feel like dancin!!
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~334~ wooT Bowling! (heck...
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~333~ omfc....
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~332~ ... bah....
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~331~ I dont care what we do...
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~330~ Bye bye Mr. Pope
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~329~ 5:30am...
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~328~ OZZFEST!!! HECK YES!
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~327~ convo!
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~326~ Is it too much to ask...
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~325~ avaataarrsss
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~324~ webcams...
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~323~ Hate is a beautiful...
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~322~ SB!!!
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~321~ A song...
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~320~ emmmm...
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~319~ ...yea.. well
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~318~ *o0o0o0o* Exciting..
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~317~ I hate you
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~316~ for you my dear
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~315~ HAIL!!!!
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~314~ I'm sorry I never hurt...
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~313~ Ohio is for Lovers
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~312~ Painful
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~311~ And now you're...
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~310~ haha, I have a popping...
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~309~ Common sense..
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~308~ GORGEOUS!
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~306~ Awesomeness like Black...
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~307~ Thunderrrrr
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~305~ oh yes, I'm high
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~304~ Bitter end romance
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~303~ I just wanted to say..
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~302~ LOOK HERE!!!!!!!
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~301~ Born In a Burial Gown
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~300~ ........yep....
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~299~ yes.. a quiz...
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~298~ dumb sea animals
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~297~ My trip to Walmart
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~296~ Addicted....
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~295~ What is up with people
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~294~ Off roading, baby!
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~293~ WARNING!
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~292~ Oh yea...
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~291~ I hate everything...
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~290~ This is how bored I am
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~289~ I dont feel like doing...
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~288~ I'm beginning to...
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~287~ Some people collect...
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~286~ Once again, Shayna...
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~285~ I feel like I'm gonna...
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~284~ aaahhhh
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~283~ PICTURES!!!
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~282~ I'm not going crazy....
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~281~computers...
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~280~ *waves*
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~279~ You'd think it'd be easy
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~278~ What is Love?
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~277~ I thought you said...
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~276~ Its hot
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~275~ Kari's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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~274~ I hate to see you cry
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~274~ Jim...
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~273~ hahaha
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~272~ Jesus. And screws
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~271~ Love Movies
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~270~ should you?
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~269~ this one time....
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~268~ I officially hate this
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~267~ The Rapture?
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~266~ As if I'd Fall to Pieces
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~265~ Um?
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~264~ Emo!
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~263~ I hate this feeling
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~262~ Heck yes! I'd vote for...
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~261~ The Life of a New...
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~260~ Potentially Dangerous...
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~259~ Guys are so stupid
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~258~ You were lying to me
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~257~ Sober up and die
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~256~ Look What You've Done
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~255~ IDIOT
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~254~ Whoa, skank now
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~253~ Useless
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~252~ My Obsession
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~251~ Its a time machine
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~250~ Yes.
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~249~ This one's for you
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~248~ Soon enough, fun will...
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~247~ Dont you hate it...
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~246~ I adore you
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~245~ Boredom....
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~244~ Is that a chicken?
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~243~ I'm boring huh?
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~242~ ...Guys...
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~241~ A survey thingy
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~240~ You look like them
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~239~ You're lovely
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~238~ Dead Plastic and Metal...
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~237~ This sucks
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~236~ Because of you
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~235~ Killing the best of me
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~234~ Carve your heart out...
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~233~ Getting hit by a car
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~232~ Oh man
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~231~ Maaaaan...
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~230~ Horrific Ice
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~229~ Lost in you
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~228~ MIB
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~227~ Dr. Pepper is fizzy
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~226~ A Monster with strep...
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~225~ This is an automated...
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~224~ I always will
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~223~ Its like its teenage...
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~222~ Painfully Uncool
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~221~ Deadman Stalking
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~220~ Wheeee ^___^
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~219~ Elves and Skittles are...
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~218~ my yackin...
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~217~ Ravishing
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~216~ Wooo 2 months =P
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~214~ you know what I just...
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~215~ another sucky day
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~212~ Woooo today was awesome
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~211~ My nightmare....
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~210~ Modern Morbid Prophecies
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~208~ yep..
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~209~ Watch Me Die
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~207~ I'm content with losing
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~206~ it is a sad day in the...
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~205~ extreme bussing.. AGAIN
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~204~ being called a pig...
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~203~ its a mystery of what...
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~202~ The stickman waves...
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~201~ ..yes.. I'm straight..
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~200~ Faded by the light
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~199~ Suprising
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~198~ ?????
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~197~ ~insert quote here~
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~196~ Well I'm in a rather...
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~195~ I'M JUST AS GOD MADE ME
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~194~ Wheee~
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~193~ em..
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~192~ ~blank~
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~191~ <3
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~190~ yea.. ok... ummm....
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~189~ i'm bored.. obviously =P
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~188~ Dares
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~187~ the unknown
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~186~ NNNOOOOO!!!
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~185~ Is This The Real Life.....
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~184~ RAIN!!
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~183~ man oh man
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~182~ ok....
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~181~ Eh
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~180~ Soooooooooooooo
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~179~ today was dull and...
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~178~ Everything Was...
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~177~ Dreams/ OMC
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~176~ umm... oops...
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~175~ Ishy.....
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~174~ A Thought Crushed My...
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~173~ shut up
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~172~ mmkay...
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~171~ somethin i saw...
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~170~ intresting, intresting...
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~169~ somethin' i've been...
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~168~ hmm. an entry
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~167~ why......
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~166~ sweet dreams are made...
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~165~ i wish people thought i...
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~164~ how do you want to die?
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~163~ we got a STALKER
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~162~ nice quote to live by
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~161~ stuff... i guess...
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~160~ blindside & mewithoutYou
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~159~ !!!!!
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~158~ yea so here i am....
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~157~ yes yes another survey
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~156~ survey thangy....
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~155~ hmmm more quizes
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~154~ whats wrong?
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~153~ immortals
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~152~ survey...
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~151~ maybe its just me...
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~150~ what are these things...
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~149~ quiz.... again...
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~148~ quiz
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~147~ ahhh
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~146~ .~.~.~.~.~
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~145~ quiz
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~144~ random quote
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~143~ another day..
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~142~ song stuck in my head
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~141~ *dad* (grrrrrr)
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~140~ quiz
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~139~ ~~~~~
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~138~ well well well...
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~137~ four days..
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~136~ couple quizes...
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~135~ could this be the last...
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~134~ mothers day...
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~133~ somethin i said...
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~132~ can it be...
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~131~ oh i dont know
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~130~ errrrrmmmm...
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~129~ update on the energy...
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~128~ o0o0o0o0o0o
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~127~ sunday.. sunday.....
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~126~ the phone scared the...
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~125~ witnessin..
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~123~ hummm...
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~124~ bein sick when its hot...
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~122~ ok..
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~121~ i finally remembered
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~120~ awww
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~119~ hm funny
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~118~ youth group ish sooo fun
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~117~ last night
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~116~ =)
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~115~ my new friday nights
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~114~ battle of the bands
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~113~ i wish it was raining
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~112~ daddys little defect
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~111~ crashing down
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~110~ intrestin day...
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~109~ i dont wanna change the...
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~108~ almost..
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~107~ well... -with a poem..
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~106~ =O
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~105~ imperfection
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~104~ abominable
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~103~ .............
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~102~ i cant lose another...
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~100~ infected
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~101~ a thought crushed my...
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~99~ solitude
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~98~ disciple
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~97~ ah bored..
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~96~ oygrrrr
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~95~ 3 survey thangs
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~94~ the last remaining light
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~93~ my buttons!
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~90~ under a killing moon
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~91~ behind closed doors
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~92~ lowest of lows
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~89~ lost in the crowd
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~88~ field of innosence
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~87~ soulfire
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~86~ why hello there
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~85~ a quiz
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~83~ in the cold, cold night
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~84~ caught in the middle
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~82~ back in black
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~81~ i want a famous face
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~80~ blood turned to tears
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~79~ im | |