I only hate 2 people in the world. Names will not be mentioned. One of them was at the dinner though. Ugh. I officially hate Toppers dinners now. I am never going to another one. Olivia always leaves really early to hang out with Ellison and people I hate show up and no one talks to me. My audition was scary. I forgot part of the song. They were nice about it. They felt bad for me, which is probably why. I'll find out if I made it by Monday. I doubt I got in, and even if so, I only got ensemble. I love how I am the shyest person ever and I wanted to play the second largest female role, who just so happens to be a slut. Well thats not gonna happen. Note to self: Never attempt to talk to good-looking people. They always know they are too good to talk to me.