i feel overwhelmed. seriously depressed. andi finally figured out what is getting me so down. i need to think for a while. i need to think of what to do. i guess i will just let it go for now. but letting it go will only build up my anger. tell me what you think even though you have no idea what im tlaking about. li'fe dirty. is it my fault i'm so hard on myself?
i also feel overwhelmed, maybe depressed.
but then i put everything aside.
&people tell me that i should care more.
but that would onlyy mean more frustration for caring so much.
life is a bitch.
so foreign, such strangeness, unpredictable.
thinking is good, too.
but it is what keep me from sleeping at night.
until after 4am.
youu are hardh on yourself, but it isn't
your fault at all.
i think we judge ourselves harsher than we would judge others, if we even judge at all.
stand back, look into the mirror.
think of yourself as a stranger walking down the street.
now tell me, who do youu see??
ps. i like ur diary :)
sammm