Yeah,i know i said i wouldn't write in this dary anymore but i can't get on to the other one so...deal with it :P Well...i was going out with Ste and all was right with the world as far as i was concerned,but then Friday came and i finally talked to him for the first time since Sunday and it wasn't like he had forgotten that we were together but he forgot how he asked me out:( And just as i thought he'd changed his mind-he wasn't thinking straight apparently,it's not like he doesn't like me or doesn't want to go out with me but he's hopin that he gets this job and he'll never be able to see me.Of course i get it now but on friday i was really upset cos i'd been wanting for us to get together for ages and it felt like i had wasted months trying to get him to ask me out...but now i get it-doesn't mean i'm happy about it :( i feel kinda bad now tho cos i gave him a really hard time about it. Oops. Anyway,this song that i'm about to copy and paste on here...it's not that i hate it but everytime i hear it i get upset and really sad-so i try to hate it but right now i'd give anything to hear it. Always J. Bon Jovi This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine To say to you till the end of time Yeah, I will love you baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always If you told me to cry for you I could If you told me to die for you I would Take a look at my face There's no price I won't pay To say these words to you Well, there ain't no luck In these loaded dice But baby if you give me just one more try We can pack up our old dreams And our old lives We'll find a place where the sun still shines And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always