Man... I just noticed... I'm not growing up as fast as I'm getting old. I know it. Which makes me wonder if it's a bad or good thing. I don't want to be left behind by my baby, and I know and I feel she's so much more mature than me in so many ways... I need to catch up. I know I can't be perfect, but I want to be better to make her feel I'm worth it. I just hope this lifetime is enough, please, please, please...