How could I be so happy And still feel so messed up inside I've broken all the records For the unhappiest man alive And spending time with you is like Having a needle in my eye So how could I be so happy And still feel so messed up inside Maybe I was wrong for thinking There was something there for me And maybe it's not about the truth Cause the truth couldn't set me free And maybe there's a million people Who could feel the way that I do But it doesn't meatter to me now I still got a thing for you How could I keep on laughing Just to know we didn't try To put out all the bridges But instead we stoke them and feed the fire And over my shoulder's the smoke And the gloom that hangs in the air So how could I keep on laughing When I know the bridge isn't there Maybe I was wrong for thinking There was something there for me And maybe it's not about the truth Cause the truth couldn't set me free And maybe there's a million people Who could feel the way that I do But it doesn't meatter to me now I still got a thing for you