hey yall!!!HAPPIEZ NEW YEARZZZZ!!!!lol hope yall had a good one!!1lol i did... ne wayz dallas whoz KORI???lol well i gtgttyl byezzz lovezzzz alwayzzz your gurlyzzz <3kayla!!!!!

hey yall merry christmas!! and kim u go gurl lol!! i miss yall so much and i cant wait 2 see yall!! love alwayz your gurl KAYLA

hey yall wutz up n2mh today we got our bball jersy numbas and once again im 13!!!! yeah!!!lol thats like my lucky numba... wel thats all thats new! ne wayz merry christmas to u all!! miss yall so much!!love alwayz your gurl KAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey wutz up my pplz? lol j/p ne who lets see wuts did i do today well i had bball practice and i went to my friendz bday party that was kinda boring... cuz there wasnt that many of us... oh and i went to skool... our last day of skool till winter break is this friday and well yea... thats pretty much it... and britt im gald u dont care bout the whole perp issue... love yall and miss yall... luv alwayz ME!!!!! lol

hey yall wutz up...ntmh jus talkin with sager newayz wutz up with all of yall?? im playing basketball now...its so much fun and yeah if yall are woundering ive turned into alil bit of a prep...and im really sorry! i complettly understand if yall r mad at me...well igtg ttyl love alwayz kaykay

hey yall wutz up!!!ntmh...newho yea... idk wut to write jus wantedto say hey!!!

wutz up my pplz...lol j/k... ne who... guess wut im going out for basketball now... so im doin a nother sport wut bout yall? did everybody have a happy thanksgiving i hope yall did.. well i gtg...thanx for tell me that kim bout the letta...well i gtg ttyl...love yall .... kaykay

wutz up my pplz!!! lol j/p ne who... my last volleyball game is this sat. kim... when did yall get done or r yall done???? ne who all good herez!!!! cant wait to talk to yall!!! well gtg ttyl!!love alwayz kaykay!!!!

hey yall wutz up??/ srry i havent really posted nething...hey kim i sent u a letta with sams card and asked her 2 give it to u....r yall still friends??? plz tell me yall are!!i miss you so much... r u still gonna come and see me? ok herez wutz going on with me.... im on the volleyball team... i dont have a boifriend nemore! my bestfriend out here name is Chritian... shes from Cali... and matthew is his normal self!lol i cant wait to talk to yall so call me... i gtg so ttyl love alwayz kayla

yo ppl wutz up? sry i havent updated latley! so wut yall been up to? happy bday to sam... welll early bday! yoyoyo!lol newayz idk wut to write bout so talk to yall lata! love alwayz kayla!

hey wuts up? sorry i havent writin in here i havent like ben on the comp. in a while... so yeah... kim i wrote u back but i dont kno if i sent it yet... sorry yall.... hey im gonna but some more pics on my mysapce in while... of the ppl here... and my son to b/f!! his name is travis... well i gtg ttyl

hey yall how come yall havent been commenting me???? well im just sitting here being bored as usual! my friend fixed my myspace account so yall check it out! well i gtg. peace out!!! lol love yall and miss yall kayla

hey yall if any one knos how to put the survay thingy up on myspace... can u let me kno??? plz? thank you... luv all yall and miss all yall.... love kayla

i have more poems but they are in a note book at my friends house so i will put them in tommarow! gtg love yall and miss yall i got a myspace its my kpolen329@yahoo.com thing... kayla

here are some poems that i wrote today and yesterday... sometimes you wish sometimes you wish you could go back in time sometimes you wish you didnt hurt yourself sometimes you wish you didnt hurt your friends or family sometimes you wish you didnt hurt the ones you love sometimes you wish you werent brought into this world and you wounder why you were sometimes you just wish the world would die. sorry im sorry that i hurt you. im sorry that i did what i did. i wish that i didnt do that sorry that i hurt my own self im soory that i put my life at stack im sorry will you ever forgive me? life what is the meaning of life? life is suppose to be wounderful life is suppose to be beautiful life is suppose to be the best until you tore my heart out and riped it to shreds i will never forgive or forget that you were the one for me then you tore my heart out what is the meaning of life? why? why, why did you do that? you say you are sorry why waste your time? you never mean what you say, why? people will believe what you say until you ripe thier heart up, like it neaver meant anything like you never cared about them why would you do a thing like that? why? so wut do yall think... are they any good... i was just messing around.. so yeah well gtg love yall and miss yall love alwayz and foreva bekah

tommarow is my lil bros bday he is gonna be 3 im gonna miss is:( :( that really suxz... i miss him so much same with my mom... well mom if u read this tell lil man that i said: HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!!!!! and give him a big hug and kiss for me... well gtg love yall and miss yall love "Bekah"

i talked to dallas today!she said she was gonna come out here during spring break! her and lindz! i got my hair cut today... it looks really good! anywayz dallas u betta come out here!! well i gtg matthew is bugging me! love yall and miss yall... kaykay

i got my pics taken today... and im getting my hair cut tommarrow and my teeth cleaned... to bad that didnt happen yesterday... oh well kim, dallas, and lindz did yall get my ecard?? im gonna try to call you (kim) this weekend so u better be home... me and my friendz, meghan, jordan, christan, nick, and britni and maybe chelsea are going to the movies on friday around 3 cuz we dont have school yeah.. a 3 day weekend.... and sunday i might go iceskating... wow i havent done that in about 2years now so im gonna be all rusty... lol well i gtg love ayll and miss yall love alwayz and foreva... kayla

wuteva mom... u alwayz say u r gonna call.. anywayz im gonna come home as soon as i can... so dont worry bout be... ok? i had stupid counseling today... and its this group thing at the tamc and well the whole thing is bout depression... and on the 1st day i was like to miss jo... why am i even in this... im not depressed... and she was like u dont think u r depressed? wut ever u say! one day im just gonna tell them im not gonna go anymore.... well i gtg lov yall and miss yall tonz! kayla

hey yall wutz up? n2mh just have counseling tommarow... anywayz... mom... just cuz im making plans doesnt mean anything... im gonna save up like $400 and fly home with kim and sam and stormey if all of them come.. im not flying home by myself... and dad said that u and lil man might have to come here cuz him and miss jo have been getting in so many fights and she has said that she was gonna leave so yeah!!! anywayz ... hey kim start saveing money NOW!!! u 2 sam!!! well gtg love yall and miss yall kayla