Yeah scratch that last entry cause its so not true its been 5 days and he wont speak to me much or see me or anything i lay around crying and eating hes having the time of his life...tell me what did i do to diserve this i hate my life i hate it i just want to fucking jump off a bridge he hates me i have no job no friends no life fuck i hate myself he says he needs time to mend but hes not mending anymore hes torturing me and i hate him for that he takes enjoyment in my pain and it makes me want to kill him sorry for all who has to read this danyell