hello all i know probably all of you don't know me really well but you should all tell a freind how you really feel.....i know when i write i don't express my feelings as much as i should it makes people happy to know their not the only one hows felling the same and going through the same things.....i really want to be alone today but my friends are scared about what might happen i hope that my life gets back on track before i do something i regret . i wish life was different then it is i wish i would meet someone that respects me and cares for me ...........i wish that he will come and talk to me.....goodbye