www.sitdiary.net/ilovetheleafs welcome to the musings of a strung out hophead.

"I'd say I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not. I excel at not giving a shit. Experience has taught me that interest begets expectation, and expectation begets disappointment, so the key to avoiding disappointment is to avoid interest. A equals B equals C equals A, or whatever. I also don't have a lot of interest in being a good person or a bad person. From what I can tell, either way, you're screwed. Bad people are punished by society's laws, and good people are punished by Murphy's Law. So you see my dilemma."

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#227	July 12, 2008
Listening to: Guns N' Roses - It's So Easy Feeling: high hmm. i just realized the past thirty entries have all been about one person pretty much. i'm terribly bored. lol.
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#226	July 5, 2008
Listening to: queens of the stone age - into the hollow Feeling: high i fucked up. i get it. i wish i coulda done things different. i'm sorry. mostly to myself. -_-
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#225	June 26, 2008
Listening to: ill scarlett - who's got it? Feeling: high wooh. looking back on these past like 10 entries, i've realized i've been a smidgeum pathetic since she left me for good. good grief. well, at least i'm mostly over her now. it's a helluva lot better then before.
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#224	June 9, 2008
Listening to: paramore - lovesick melody Feeling: burned-out i'm not happy. i'm not fine. everything's not perfect.
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#223	May 27, 2008
Listening to: cradle of filth - nymphetamine (overdose) Feeling: ditched sometimes you piss me off so much.
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#222	May 26, 2008
Listening to: cradle of filth - temptation Feeling: bouncy i need to get laid. -_- i'd love to have a fourth go-around with you. -_- oh fuck.
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#221	May 16, 2008
Listening to: sublime - smoke two joints Feeling: longing i hope those two kisses weren't meaningless. i guess we'll see tomorrow.
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#220	May 10, 2008
Listening to: armor for sleep - the truth about heaven Feeling: crappy shitty. but what else is new.
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#219	April 13, 2008
Listening to: paramore - for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic Feeling: lonely i read something and think about us. you read the same thing and think about him. what's the point again? oh right, there isn't one. -_-
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#218	March 25, 2008
"How do you stop missing someone you shouldn't miss anymore? I'd pay top dollar for that remedy right about now. I write about love and the loss of it so much that you'd think I'd have it all figured out by now but it's just not the case. I miss you beautiful."
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