i just remembered i had this. and wow. this has been forever. i should be updating more. so much has gone on since the last time ive updated. but since its almost 1 am on a sunday (meaning i have school tomorrow) i wouldnt want myself to get rallied up with all the emotions. therefore, i'll pass. just know that im still depressed (clinically or not) and im still single (no surprise) and i still dont know what to do with my life (also, no surprise). welcome to the new year. hah.