[x. Mood .x]depressed okay..so how do i start this out i have liked him for a year now.a year.im not going to mention any names but it just tears me apart knowing that he like..doesnt like me..i think he hates me.anyway..still not mentioning any names but this one person has liked him for like 3 months.im very close to this person and it seems like she doesnt really have to try to be friends with him or anything-he just likes her straight from the get-go.and ive been trying SO hard for a year to be in the position that shes in.and its just breaking my heart to see that she can get to the point that ive been wanting for a year in 3 months.everytime she mentions him to me..or on her journal..or everytime i see them talking in the hallways i get this depressed sort of scared sad mixed feeling like i just want to run somewhere and cry or something.ive been trying so hard and he hasnt once shown any ounce of even liking me as a friend.i feel as if everythings being ripped away from me and ive been trying so hard to get over him but i just cant.i just fall for him over and over and i think its clear now that i just DONT WANT to get over him.im beating myself up over something stupid, but i think that i just found out that im a sensitive person and i let stupid little things get to me. but tell me...wouldnt you feel depressed if youve been trying to catch a guy for a year and your best friend is at the position that youve been trying so long in 3 months? i dont see how i can get through this without thinking of it every day. its like hes out of my reach and i cant get close to him without feeling regret...for anything..i mean i just want to be friends at the least.. THIS SUCKS. please comment. im in major need of some advice or something.