Hmm I'm mildly drunk and bleeding. I've had worse nights I suppose. Who even give's a fuck, no one. I should of learned that lesson by now. I haven't. Still my bastard sense of optimism is holding out for one more shot, before falling to the firing squad. Bitch got what it deserved. That will show me to hope. People are never who you think they are, even when you known them for years and fucking years. So, I figure I've got to find a new life plan, this one has failed. I don't know what to do though. But, I'll have to find something, or throw myself off a bridge, whichever come's first.
We need to hang out again sometime soon. Let me know.
I'm going to be a junior in high school, and still debating what i wanna do for the rest of my life. it sort of sucks.
:/
so i have no idea what im going to do.
It sucks, I know. But sometimes you got to keep holding on. Because that little cloud of optimism can carry you far, and a new breeze will come your way.
I promise :)
I would know, I dated a dude for a year. He was my everything, and then he completely changed. We broke up and I didn't know what to do with myself...
But I kept marching, and now things are better.
But then again, I smoke marijuana to numb the pain a bit. But I loved weed from the start, so that doesn't matter :)
xo.