.seventy-eight

listening to// brand new mood//emo im not over him, who am i kidding? im only over him til we talk. he told me he hated me today....why the hell am i holding on? im a vile, scathing person, i should open a window, jump out and die.
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That actually sounds pretty good right now. =X
I'm sorry, I know how that is. But c'mon you can't be that bad a person, you're being too hard on yourself. So give a big smile and try and cheer up. I know it's hard... maybe you should talk to a good frienda bout it or something. Good luck, thanks for commenting my first entry.
[Anonymous]
ah! i feel just like u do, my boyfriend broke up with me friday after 22 months! i didnt talk to him all weekend and i was fine untill today he started to talk to me and im back to being sad and missing him again..
[Anonymous]
down there its me [hellohouston8]
lol sorry bout the confusion- i have two journals(i kno im a dork)
[Anonymous]
oh god i know EXACTLY how you feel..and its still happening to me
its hard get over people.i know from much experience.but you just gotta take it a step at a time..ive gotten A LOT of good advice on my comments from an entry not long ago..if you wanna look back and take some go ahead.its really helpful.
but i really am going through the same thing-getting over someone.it sucks i kno. :(..well good luck w/ everything
x.saRah.x
[Anonymous]
hey hey hey your the fly one! your too cool you just really are! mannn
you should im me my sn is
ritawantsyoo
do it! lol
heart rita
fuck. thats hard. :(
[Anonymous]
Milkshake? I think they are refering to something that I do not want to think about when pertaining to that ugly woman.

+ amanda +

P.S. Nothing is worth dieing over.. I just hope that you get everything figured out.
[Anonymous]
why thank you, its not working quite well tho, i want it all to be centered but it doesnt want to be
[Anonymous]
aye carrumba!!! that's not cool at all. i hope u feel better soon!!! yeah, i hate guys. it's like, one day they say they love u, and cant live without u. then 2 days later, he hates u. stupid stupid guys.
[Anonymous]
woah, thats scary, right now im trying to make it look EXTRA hot but its not working
[Anonymous]
wow, i would never have time to do that, i barely have time to update once a day, half the time i just make an entry every 4 days
[Anonymous]
awww hun..:(..ive been in that SAME situation...it sucks..but things work out the way they should i found out...keep your head up and keep lookin forward:)
[Anonymous]
yeah..you know what you should and what you want to do..but when it comes to it..it's so hard...but be strong:):)..things get better afterwards..im glad i found that out:):)...but he still tries talkin to me every once in awhile..and it brings all those memories and feelings back..but i just try to put a shield around my heart to him...and thank ya loads!! ME TOO!!:):):):) -lindsey xox
[Anonymous]
Honestly though, I love the kid.
I just don't know how to cope with us not talking.
I'm gonna 'just do it'. or atleast try.
another good thing= you
yep..i hear ya...i always felt like i would never care about anyone..i hold him now in the back of my heart..i found someone new. it helps..but doesnt erase the past..and theres always sunshine after the rain....so we gotta hold our heads up:)
[Anonymous]
I think I should do the same..
Damn this is gonig to be hard. =|
but yet i still hold on to whatever is there...i keep hoping...but i dont want to..its just natural to care about him to me...but it's getting better...as time slowly goes by...
[Anonymous]
wicked...yeah i change my background every 2 weeks or so
[Anonymous]
yeah thats what i went through...and still kinda going through it..it's making me stronger..but its *SO* hard. when i get the least bit of hope, reality hits me and i know things are different b/t me and this guy that used to be my best friend...its crazy. it just makes me think everything he has ever told me has been nothing lies..it sucks...
[Anonymous]
yeah thats what i went through...and still kinda going through it..it's making me stronger..but its *SO* hard. when i get the least bit of hope, reality hits me and i know things are different b/t me and this guy that used to be my best friend...its crazy. it just makes me think everything he has ever told me has been nothing lies..it sucks...
[Anonymous]
yeah i know how you feel, every time i see him im just like *sigh* by the way i LOVE your background, im changing mine to thursday because i need a change but i dont know what i want to do with it
[Anonymous]
oh god no i get orgasmic every time i see my comment pic...its so hot
[Anonymous]
I know brand new is very orgasmic.
I know how it goes, you think your over him then you hang out with him or talk to him and you like him all over again. It sucks.