I feel useless. and I feel like giving up on certain people. The world is a fucked up place, and people get screwed over, and all I can fucking do is try to offer my love and support, or an overly cliche' statement like "I hope things work out" or "Hope you feel better tommorow!" give me a fucking break, who the fuck ever had thier problems fixed by being told to feel better. I know my efforts are fruitless, but really, I dont know how to help, so all I can do is try. And It never helps. The fucking line "I love you" is used so fucking often by the human race, and most of the time its fake. I dont lie about these sort of things but because of what a plastic statement these words have been made out to be, it means nothing to anyone when I try to convince them that I actually do fucking care. But being kept in the dark and made to feel useless just makes me want to rip my fucking heart out. I see people I love, being hurt, letting themselves be hurt, and I dont know how to help, and even if I did I couldnt because the problem "dosent involve me" and i get shut out. News FUCKING flash, If I love and care about someone, then whats bothering them is bothering me. I dont give a shit if they believe that or not, when I care about someone, even if they wont tell me what it is thats bothering them, its bothering me, its my problem as well. I dont know, Im not a fucking saint, im far from it, I have many many flaws, I make mistakes like anyone else. But the one thing I have going for me is that when I tell someone I care, I MEAN IT. When I tell someone I want to help, I WANT TO HELP. Well Im not going to give up. I dont care if im not making a difference, im going to sure as fuck try anyway, the people I care about deserve no less. And I dont feel secure unless the people around me feel secure too. I just want someone to be comfortable with me loving them...