yeah

Listening to: avril
Feeling: smart
OMG I AM SO SLUTTY I HAD SEX WITH 4 GUYS LAST NIGHT AT THE SAME TIME AND MY FRIEND MASHELL HICKS JOINED IN AND SHE HAS A DICK AND A PUSSY I LOVED IT WELL I GOT TO GO SOME GIRL IS EATING MY PUSSY AND THEN AFTER IM GOING TO HAVE SEX WITH A 10 YEAR OLD LOL BYE
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sweetness

hey wuz up yall i just got my first 9 weeks report card and i got all b's it is sweetness,man madalyn is starting to talk to me again,im liveing at my grannies again for a couple of week until i get my power turned on i miss my friends so much like antonio and ashley,im hanging out with my friend michelle right now,well all i have left to say is i love madalyn and that blonds rule. p.s. i got this really cool shirt that says "mentally confussed and prone to wondering",its so true lol. luv always stephanie
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Avrils song

Feeling: amused
here one of Avril Lavignes songs lyrics called anything but ordinary: "Anything But Ordinary" Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby Sometimes I drive so fast Just to feel the danger I wanna scream It makes me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breath? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breath? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please. Let down your defences Use no common sense If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident turbulent suculent opulent permanent, no way I wanna taste it Don't wanna waste it away Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh my self to sleep It's my lullaby Is it enough? Is it enough? Is it enough to breath? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please Is it enough? Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. well i g2g bye
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schools back

Feeling: nice
well schools back im so happy i get to see madalyn, i got stupid intensive reading this year cuz i failed the fcat, oh well its been the first week of school, i met alot of new friends, high school is wierd compared to middle school, well i g2g bye, yall P.S. how do yall like my new pic of Avril Lavigne.
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confussed

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: blonde
this person keeps writing me on my sit diary and they say they went to baldwin and they wants me to figure out who they are.they told me to think who hated me the most but its kinda hard when every one hates me so i have no clue who they are and i wish they would stop writing on my sitdiary and i wonder how they got my sit diary name?oh well i g2g bye. p.s. i cant wait till school starts back so i can see madalyn i miss her and sarah,sarah is going to trinity next year so i wont be able to see her unless i go to her house i miss her so much
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betrayed

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: blonde
yea well me and charlie isnt going out no more hes going back out with this slut named stephanie too,and she set me up she gave me a note to brake up with him for her and said that i wrote it so he broke up with me well not really he never even broke up with me,oh well now that i got mony every one keeps borrowing it,oh well i g2g.
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yep

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: happy
well my mom wrote me and she will be able to call us and talk to us on june.24,man this girl on the last day of school told me to give her boyfriend a letter braking up with him and now she says i did that and she diidnt(she set me up) and after they broke up he asked me out and we are still going out and i just hope he dont believe her and brake up with me,well i aint got much to say its been ok right now well i g2g bye. p.s. i miss my friends madalyn and sarah so much i cant wait until school starts back up.i miss school too.
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wuz up,nutin much here

Listening to: Avril-complicated
Feeling: numb
WELL NUTHIN MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON,MY MOM IS IN THIS PLACE CALLED THE ALUMNI HOUSE WHERE THEY WILL HELP HER GET OFF DRUGS AND GET HER A PLACE TO LIVE AND A CAR AND A JOB MAN I MISS MY MOM I CANT TALK TO HER FOR A WHILE AND SHE IS GOING TO START WRITING ME,MAN I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET PAID,WELL I G2G,BYE
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whatever

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: torn
YEA WELL I STARTED THIS NEW BABYSITTING JOB,IM BABYSITTING 3 KIDS ITS GOOD PAY AND IM REALLY TIRED RIGHT NOW OH WELL I AINT GOT MUCH TO SAY LIFE HAS BEEN GOING PRETTY GOOD FOR ME LATELY.
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i found life gets better

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: great
WELL FOR BEGINNERS I PASSED 8TH GRADE WITH A 2.56 GPA AND A 4.0 ON THE 8TH GRADE FCAT WRITING TEST,MAN SO MANY GREAT THINGS HAVE HAPPENED THIS WEEK.I THINK I MIGHT BE GOING STRAIGHT A LITTLE.MAN MY STOMACH HURTS ON WELL I G2G(GOT 2 GO)BYE.
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its wonderful

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: happy
HEY U GUYS I SAID YES TO CHARLIE AND IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW WELL I AINT GOT MUCH TO SAY AND I ALSO HAVE TO SAY ONE MORE THING I NEED A CIG REAL BAD!!!!!WELL BYE.
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should i or should i not

Listening to: Avril
Feeling: blah
WELL THIS BOY NAMED CHARLIE ASKED ME OUT AND I LIKE HIM BUT I DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM I THINK I JUST DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH ANY ONE RIGHT NOW BUT THEN AGAIN I WANT TO BE LOVED BUT I THINK I MIGHT SAY YES AND I THINK THATS WHY I SAID NO TO TONY BUT THEN AGAIN I DONT LIKE HIM LIKE THAT I ONLY LIKE LIKE A FRIEND AND FWB(FRIENDS WITH BENIFITS).
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everything is going wrong

Listening to: Avril-unwanted
Feeling: stubborn
my life is going down hill,for a whole week i had to stay at my aunts house because my dad didnt have the money to pay the electic,water,and phone,and we just got our electic turned back on and i havent been able see any of my friends and now thier gone for the summer and schools out now i cant see any of my friends and madalyn for a while,my mom is in gateway right now my dad is always working we dont have that much food and im really stressed out im so stressed out that it made me start my priod,(when i get to stressed out i start)i could go on and on but my hand hurts from typing so wut yall got to say......
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wuts up with this life

Listening to: Avril Lavigne
Feeling: sane
Man my life sux i miss my mom she borrowed my freinds van and has been gone for 3 days,my powers out and i have no water so i have to stay at my cuz house well at least i get food over there,every thing is going wrong right now i hate my life it sux,im surprised im still here but i have to cuz if i killed my self my mom and dad would probably go with me,wel i got to go if any f yall got to say any thing to me up go for it.
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weird

Listening to: Avril Lavigne
Feeling: vacant
I LIKE THIS BOY BUT THEN AGAIN I DONT,AND I THINK HE MIGHT BE GAY CUZ HE ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND AND MY EX BOYFRIEND,HE SAYS HES JUST PLAYING BUT I THINK HES FOR REAL AND SO DOES MY FRIEND AND ME AND MY FRIEND THINKS THAT MY EX IS GAY TOO,I GOT THIS BOYS PHONE NUMBER TODAY HES AN OLD FRIEND,NOW I GOT 6 PEOPLE WANTING TO GO OUT WITH ME BUT I DONT LIKE NONE OF THEM.
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lonely

Listening to: lonely
Feeling: longing
I FEEL SO LONELY,NO ONE I LIKE LIKES ME AND THE PEOPLE WHO I JUST THINK OF FRIENDS LIKE ME,I HAVE VERY LITTLE FRIENDS MY MOM DONT COUNT EVEN THOUGH SHE IS MY BESTES FRIEND,ALL THE PEOPLE I TRUST THE MOST TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND ME BACK,I WANT TO GO OUT WITH SOMEONE BUT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I LIKE DONT LIKE ME LIKE THAT.NO ONE LIKES ME EVERY ONE HATES ME AND IT SUX.I WISH THERE WAS THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE FOR ME SOON,THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP IVE EVER HAD WAS 2 MONTHS,I WANT TO HAVE A LONG RELATIONSHIP BUT I ALSO LIKE TO FLIRT WITH EVERY ONE.MAN I WISH THE WORLD COULD KNOW HOW I FEEL AND WUT I GO THOUGH EVERY DAY,IT SUX BELIEVE ME.
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life sux

Listening to: Avril Lavigne
Feeling: witchy
THAT GUY DREW I THINK HIM AND LASIE ARE GOING OUT BUT THEY WONT TELL ME AND I REALLY LIKE HIM BUT HE DONT LIKE ME.IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD THERE IS THIS GIRL NAMED JONAH AND I REALLY LIKE HER BUT SHE IS STRAIGHT BUT YET WHEN I FLIRT WITH HER SHE FLIRTS BACK AND SHE SAYS THAT BOYFRIEND LIKES TO SEE HER KISS OTHER GIRLS SO SHE DOES AND IM GOING TO SEE IF SHE WILL KISS ME(WHICH WILL BE AWSOME).MY MOM IS GOING TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR HER NERVES, SHE SAYS ITS BEST BECAUSE SHE DONT WANT ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER SEEING HER CRY ALL THE TIME.I HAVE NO FRIENDS AT SCHOOL.SO THATS WHY I THINK LIFE SUX,I HAVE THIS BIG DREAM AND ITLL NEVER COME TRUE BECAUSE MY LIFE SUX AND EVERY THING ALWAYS GOES WRONG,YEA IVE TRYED KILLING MY SELF BEFORE BUT IT DIDNT WORK AND SO HAS MY MOM,MY MOM SAYS THE ONLY REASON SHE IS STILL ALIVE IS BECAUSE ME AND MY LITTLE BROTHER,SHE HAS NO FAMILY LEFT,WELL SHE DOES BUT THEY DONT WANT HER,MY MOM AND DAD IS THE ONLY REASON IM STILL ALIVE.I WISH MY AND MY MOMS LIFE WAS BETTER.WELL I G2G.AND THATS WHY I THINK LIFE SUX.THATS ALSO WHY AVRIL LAVIGNE IS MY IDOL,I CAN RELATE TO HER MUSIC.AND SHE IS HOT.LOL.
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i dont know

Listening to: Avril Lavigne
Feeling: sparkly
THERES THIS BOY AND HE REALLY LIKES ME BUT I ONLY LIKE AS A FREIND BUT THEN AGAIN I LIKE HIM THE OTHER WAY TOO BUT MY MOM AND DAD WONT LET ME GO OUT WITH HIM AND I WENT WITH HIS BEST FREIND AND I WE BROKE UP BUT I STILL GOT FILLING FOR HIM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WUT TO DO.
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wut should i do

Listening to: Avril Lavigne
Feeling: confused
I LIKE THIS GIRL NAME HALEE CHEVEZ AND HER BROTHER DREW CHEVEZ BUT HALEE IS IN 6 GRADE AND DREW IS IN 8 GRADE(SO AM I) BUT DREW LIKE MY BEST FREIND LASIE AND SHE LIKES HIM AND HALEE IS STRAIGHT.AND I TRIED ASKING DREW OUT BUT HE SAID HE DIDNT WANT TO RUIN OUR FREINDSHIP.WUT SHOULD I DO?
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