lol, i still cants think of titles fer this. and im screwin up this journal. i thought i lost it @_@ lol. ah well. ish here. if anythin looks off, i didnt mean to. lol. anyhow, meh last entry was titled "rainbow fingers and cross bows" i made a poem fer it. here it ish. ********************* bruised from the doors slammed drippling with blood from the broken promises revenge on the shattered mind pleading for one last breathe aiming at the heart that caused the pain rainbow fingers and cross bows cant find any way to pay them back this seems so right aiming again to find a peace of mind ice cold blood falling from the weapon of choice make them pay, make them regret that heart will never do this again rainbow fingers and crossbows down twice, and once again reach inside and grab thier heart out squeeze it tight till theres nothing left blood turns warm, and darker falling faster to the ground another shattered life rainbow fingers and crossbows killed the heart that caused you pain its not enough take revenge on another life another heart thats tormented your mind aim again, and once more watch the life fall from the breatheless body rainbow fingers and crossbows ****************************** and heres another: i feel like a zomby walking lifeless in this world it burns i feel nothing you hate me i love you insecure, broken on the floor you walk over me you crush my fingers with your feet the handle lays in my hand you sit there, watching watching as the blood hits the floor i feel nothing flames engolf the floor around me you walk away i mean nothing the careless move of your walk throws arrows into my, once alive, heart i feel nothing twisting my veins till the explode no ones watching me now still, i feel nothing ************************** ooh! i talked ta drew on the phone!! :D lol. he said im sooo quiet *^_^* lol. i dun mean ta be. ish jus, phones make me nervous. and plus, talkin ta someone ive never actually seen in person before....*shrugs* i dunno ^_^ he sounds cool thoug :p lol.