who barely knows that he's alive and he would run run run to her for everything she's done for him he'd give it up, it's all for her. what a silly little boy he's been what a silly little thing to say what a crazy stupid thing to do. today. nothing happened. i tried to get the book i want. mrs. rawling wasn't there. i'll try again soon. all i can think about is my 7th grade social studies teacher saying "people go into physcology to find out what's wrong with. well you won't get your answer there" he never said that someone else did the otherday but i can't remember who. i'm sick tired and alone so today tara says "rachael says some pretty weird stuff." thanks alex. she probably thinks i like her now.