3. and i was doing so well without you.

"one day faith will give you the greatest thing, to make up for all of her cold-hearted-whoreness."-Alexandra granke. Just when i think im getting over you, you Fucking say something to make me come crashing down and and shatter once again. More then 48 hours since our last words were said.. But theres a million things i want to scream in your face. You said i was the love of your life, you werent ready to move on. So... not even 2 weeks later. you've completely moved on. Im trying to move on, and i think i'm doing well. but theres this sickness in the pit of my stomach, everytime your name is said. I cant even look at your site anymore.. with fears of reading comments that will hurt me even more. So i've resisted. When he kissed me, all i could feel was your lips. Not his. Im a fuck up. we know that. I'm trying to become the friend... the worst part is I lost one of my best friends. You said you would always be that. If you Fucking were.. you would have been right beside me, when i needed you most.. not telling me " im sorry, i didnt want to lead you on" Just watch out. I believe in Karma. Its about to Bite you in the large ass.
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I never thought I'd see the day... Welcome back, young padawan.