school ended and i drove around for half an hour because i didnt want to go home. i've gotten into the habit of making really messed up sandwiches with the ultimately wrong ingredients. then i have a glass of applejuice to wash it down. i watched national geographic, then crawled into my bed. my room was bright. three hours later i woke up to a dark room and the sound of rain on my ceiling. rain sounds neat, but i feel like i missed everything that could have been something today. eh.