im sooooo bored right now but im tired but i dont want to go to bed becasuse i am waiting for mush 2 call me but he hasnt and i am sad now oooh well. OMG i asked nia if she wanted to go 2 first base and she said FREAK!!!!!!! I said don't do it babe Said it ain't worth it babe But you did it anyway Four or five drinks and you were on your way September 1st, 2003 It took the life right out of me Hung up the phone And raced out the door Broken I tried to believe that it wasn't true But in my heart I always knew That being the life of the party would catch up to you Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours [Chorus:] I said don't do it babe Said it ain't worth it babe But you did it anyway Four or five drinks and you were on your way Everything was cool on the street away But you took that turn doing eighty-five in a thirty-five Why babe? Every time I'm home I pass that road Driving alone and the street feels cold Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out Just where you'd be four years from now And what you were thinking when the lights came down Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours [Chorus] Who ever said that life was fair When you live without a care When you're invincible When you're invincible When you're invincible Who thinks about leaving when you're livin' [Chorus] and this is my new favorite song by jesse mcartney

I WANT THIS YEAR 2 END!!!!!!!!! i want to go to high school and no1 knows who i am. i am sick and tired of ppl thinking im someone who im not i want it to end. everything is turning out wroing ppl think im rich and spoiled but i want it to stop i want to go 2 highschool and b unknown. i want to start over.

I cant believe amber is being such a bitch about what i said about so guy named dillon u dont even know him get over him so fucking get over him

OMSG!!!!!!!!!! CLAY AIKEN WAS ON THE TYRA SHOW AND HE SAND HIS SONG A THOUSAND DAYS HE WAS SOOOOOOOOOO AWESOMELY AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok this is gonna sound really weird because it is. Me and Amber are gonna act mannish/boyish to get Lance Bass and Clay Aiken to notice us(4 stupid ppl lance and clay are gay. this is just a heads up so now ever1 knows.

like am soo bored right now my parents r not in the house so i can auctually get on the computer with out them coming up like every 5 minutes. i cant believe i got grounded from doing just about anything fun becase i got a B in spanish i mean like dam i got a B. now im pissed/ tired mood

im like so bored mush made a myspace for me and honestly i dont get on it and i dont want it but he is obsessed with his cousin and it scares me like his myspace says i love ariana and i dont even know my cousins.

idk but i am really bored i am wathcing the iniation of sara it is liek the 10th time i've watched it but it is stil like one of my favorite movies. hey dennis how was pennsylvania?

ok well im like so totally bored if u are reading this entry and u havent read the enry about the mall read it.

ok im like so bored so im gonna talk about my day at the mall with amber and lis. it was really intresting. amber and me payed lis 5$ s to put on a cute little outfit that amber and i picked out. i would put the picture on but thats 4 school. we walked around the mall and went to claires where i got a really cute orlando bloom neclace and than after we left claires we went into hot topic and i was like that guy looks creepy than we left where i went to limited too where i bought this annoying calculator that beeps really loudly and it annyoys amber a lot. we went to the foodcourt where amber and lis got pretzels and we sat down where i started 2 bang calculator phone on the table and now idk if it still works.We went to get water after the pretzels and amber took the string from lis' jacket and sucked on it was really funny. After we left the food court we went to limited 2 again so lis would try on clothes and there she tried on 2 dresses they were soooooooooooooooooooooooo hot hot hottie malina. i bought her some candy at limited too and than we went to hot topic so i could buy emo stuff just to annoy casra and kenny but mostly kenny cause he called me emo so now im gonna go emo. we left to go back to ambers house and there were these poles that lis could jump over and amber tried but failed miserably 2 get over one of them. When we got in the car we were lisining to evan escence and i took out my phone and texted my bf casra that we are so over and he replyed like 2 hours after i sent it and it scared me when it when it went off. we watched nsync videos and we tryed to get lis to sing along but she was like "i dont know the words" yeah whatever. In the car ride back to ambers house we stopped at the bank and there was a lady on the screen that scared me(because she is old jkjkjkjk).lis kept pointing out ugly and fat old guys and she was like they were smexy. When we were watching the nsync videos amber and i sat on lis and i took a picture of amber and lis in the chair 2gether. We took lis home and and that was probably the most akward car ride i have ever sat in.Lis sat in the middle btween me and amber, we had aaron carter playing and lis kept putting her arm around me and amber and she put her hand on my leg so i licked it and she was like eew. amber was like lok at my bf and i was like amber lis is a girl stocker. I put my arm around lis it took her like 5 minutes to figure out that my arm was around her and she was like "ugh" and i was like fine be that way. we dropped lis off at her house and we toured it and on liams bed it said "liam is emo" and "zack likes men" and lis's room scares the shit(feces LOL) out of me and lis' room has poster of the ppl from kiss and she was licking them EEW!. than we went back to ambers house and now there is nothing else to say. OK this part of the story was earlier but when we were in barnes and nobles we went to the kiddie section of the store and this little girl wanted to read to lis and lis sat down for like 5 seconds and walked away and the girl was still reading. Lis took a sticker out of a sticker book and she put it in her mouth and chewed on it and i hit her casue she spit on me and the sticker came out of her mouth and eneded up on the shelf and than we wandered outside me and lis did cause i was chasing her cause she spit on me which is nasty so i chased her before amber found us. once we got out of the building i was like u want 2 ditch amber and she was like ok and than amber was where did u guys go and we were like no where. i chased lis around than we got in the car and i already told the story.

im at amber's house now and we are watching nsync videos and amber was laying on lis

22 ghetto 23-30 average 31-40 spoiled 41 or higher Rich have a.. [x] mom [x] Dad [ x] brother [] sister [ ] nephew [] niece [x] cell phone. [x] own bathroom [x] own room. [x] 3 story house [ ] swimming pool [x] guest room. [ x] laptop/computer in your room [] TV in your room TOTAL: 9 [x] more than 5 pairs of shoes [ x] sunglasses/shades [ x] watch [x]mp3 player/iPod [x]PS2 [ ] Xbox [x] nintendo DS or PSP [ ]gamecube TOTAL: 6 [ x] basketball hoop [] air hockey table [x ] pool table [ ] trampoline [ ] ping pong table [ ] foosball [] a surfboard/wakeboard/snowboard/skateboard etc [ ] jacuzzi/spa TOTAL:2 [x ] nightstand [ ] dvd player in room [ x] have something from Abercrombie & Fitch [ x] Gets $100 spent on you each month [ x] Shops at AE [ x share w/ mom] owns a real gucci ,dooney & bourke, louis vuitton, coach [ ] wears Lacoste [xbabysit ] job [x ] goes shopping at least once a week [x ] expensive cologne/perfume [x ] MSN [x]Camera TOTAL: 9 [ ] electric/gas scooter [x] guitar/drums [x] piano/keyboard [x ] Any other instrument [] Hammock [ ] Been On A Cruise [x] traveled out of the state [ x] Personal trainer [x ] expensive jewlery [] met a celebrity TOTAL:6 [x] straightner/curling iron [ x] been to a batting cage [x ] $100 on u right now,or Credit card or atm card,debit card [] Been to Europe [ ] Been to Hawaii [x] Been to NYC. [x] Been to Chicago. [x] Been to CA [x]Been to Florida []Been to Mexico [ ] Been to the Bahamas TOTAL: 7 [x]pet [x]been to 5 states in the US [ ] 200 buddies on myspace [ ]more than one house [ x]home cooked meal almost every day [ ]Been in a limo [ ] Been in a helicopter [ x]Own a camcorder [ x]Own a laptop/computer TOTAL: 5 TOTAL: 43

ok im like really bored and i cant sleep because i want to go to the mall so bad. ok i have been really pissed at my bf because he hast called me and when i call him he will say can i call u back and about 3 or 4 hrs later he calls back and im like wtf.

OK im like totally bored now im on the computer with nothing to do which is weird well 4 me it is. i wanna change my sitdiary to not have cole sprouse but mush hasnt sent me pictures so now im sad *tear* sad face :(. Well i have nothing to do so im just gonna stop writing ok bu bi. OH AMBER I NEED HELP CHANGING MY SITDIARY ONCE GET HE PICS. PLZ HELP BI NOW!

FIN.ALLY AMBER ADMITTED THAT JOSEPH SHOULD GO DIE!!!!!!!!!!! thank god i am not the only one well i never was. now i am gonna tell some of the stories of Joseph and me and joseph with some of my freinds: Ok Rhiannon and me were walking and we walked by joseph and he was like do u like me or something because you keep walking by me and than i was like sure joseph. ok this year i invited amber and rhiannon over 2 my house and amber went home with me and joseph sat in the back and patted the seat next to him 4 amber to sit next to him and amber was like OMG and i was laughing. When i was at school walking down the hallway with my freinds and my bf my carpool came down the hall and sad Hannah lets go ur mommy is waiting and i wanted him 2 die. Ok this is the last story i am gonna write. Ok my bf left the computer lab to go in the hallway and saw my carpool talk to himself and he does that a lot especailly in the car.

idk im just really bored and i am gonna start wtiting in my diary more i forgot my password because i have been changing it. idk why but i have been really confused because auctuclly idk why ok nevermind. I have been really pissed at my carpool lately because like i am talking to my freinds and he comes and is like lets go in an angry voice and im like joseph go away and he is like you dont talk to me like that. My freind Amber says that it is mean to say he should go die but he should i mean if he would just stick his head out the window i would roll it up and than laugh. Well know im bored im gonna write later idk whnat else to write about toodles.

marie cant wait to see ya in braces!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Marie can you help me talk to casra on monday plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we had the stupidest thing in spanish and i was all like this is gay. there is this girl carrie and she was expressing her opinion on illegal immagrants and i though that she should have been gaven a fair chance and everyone treated her like crap. and honestly i think it unfair to put pressure on kids our age when we are under that much stress ot make us choose what we believe in and than have our class think of us differently just because of what we believe in.

Andy lightfoot is hot. Declan lockheed has gorgeorus eyes(just a joke between me and mary a)