this weekend

Feeling: reborn
yeyahhhhhhhhhhhhhh tonight im sneeking out and goin to chill with elisha and ori :) hell yeah...this weekend has been fucking crazy as hell...so much insane shit happened,went to the LA auto show last night and didnt get home till like 12:30 AM...then drove around till 1 then left and drove around more till 530AM...haha yes i love the rain it rained today for awhile :)!!!!!!!! yupppp...will update more later lateeeeeeeeeeeeee.... pS.im an idiot
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skool

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: abnormal
hey,well today skool was boring...cuz elisha went home sick :( i love her i hope she feels better....andddd it sucks my foot is like half numb and i cant feel it!!!!!!!! its pissing me off alot...i hope it like works soon haha yeahhh this weekend is gonna be insane...PISMO SUNDAY :)
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Yey today

Listening to: lil wayne-fireman
Feeling: excited
yeyyyy i woke up at 130 or 2PM haha i was soo tired then i cleaned up my room and stuff...yeah boring stuff beandon spend the nite hell yeah it was tight...then today we went to elishas :)!!!!!!!!! it was soo tight i love elisha soo much,yeyyyyy i got to cuddle with her and kiss her :) 1st kiss of the new year <3 yeyyyy tonite im stayin the night at brandons -will update more later
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New years

Listening to: avenged sevenfold
Feeling: bad
well newyears was alright...craig and brandon were at my house...chillen bumpin music and we watched a quad movie and i sent elisha some cool pictures of me haha,then we lit some fireworks haha it was tight then the part that pisses me off the most is i cant be with elisha right now :(..i was soo happy i got to be with her earlyer..i just wish new years wasnt as crazy so i could have acually driven to elishas and been with her:)i love her soo much it makes me feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good being with her in her arms know we love eachother...the feeling is----INDESCRIBABLE!!!!!!there is no way i can describe the feeling i get when im with her.im thinking about sneeking out tonight at like 3 or 4 so i can go see her,if she is still up..haha then oh yeah the gay part about tonite...well some fucking idiots started shit with us my dad came out blowing up saying SHUT THE FUCK AND GET BACK IN YOUR CAR THEY DIDNT SAY SHIT TO YOU!!! THE KID WAS TRYING TO ACT ALL TOUGH AND SAYIN WAT WAT! MY DADS LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU LITTLE BITCH! omfg lmfao i couldnt believe it! my dads a big guy i was like holyyyyyyyyy shit that guy would have gotten fucked up like insane...he had his friends with him though...the kid starting shit was like what come over here my dads like fuck you get back in your stupid van and get the fuck out of here! omfg LMFAO THEY ACUALLY LEFT! i was like omfg! I COUDLNT BELEIVE IT!well yeah overall 2006 year is........okay not as i planned..
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it happened again :(

Listening to: a7x
Feeling: alone
im just sitting here in my bed looking around my room...i feel alone...elisha&I are not together anymore :(...i just wish i could have changed somethings..iv been thinking alot and yeah...i wish i could have done somethings differently but i guess its my mistake because i didnt.i love her and miss her alot.i wish my knee was better so i could have acually seen her..iv been crying since i talked to her last which was at like 10:37PM lastnight...this really sucks..it hit me right away that i was alone and nothing seems to feel right.i mean nothing does not even watching tv,i know it sounds weird but its true i just feel alone in the world now.i want to sleep but i just cant i keep thinking of Elisha..i still love you Elisha
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knee hurts

my knee hurts right now soo bad..its doing better i can finnaly walk on it.. :) i cant wait to get this bandage stuff off of it.i hope it bends easy without hurting...wellyeahh....YEYAHHHH todays mine&Elishas 4 months:) i love her soo much
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Surgury today

surgury today was okay...my knee is soo damn sore they took the 2 screws out...the best part was wen it was all done :) Elisha craig and brandon were waiting for me....thank you guys soo much for the help..they got there at 12 and then we all left at 6pm. it felt good knowing someone was there caring for me...I love you Elisha thank you sooooo much for helping me out :) i love you soo much..i seriously coudlnt have done it without elisha,she is the best girlfriend in the world i love you soo much thank you :)
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hollyyy shitt i love life

Listening to: from autum to ashes
Feeling: torn
well last night was fucking badass craig spend the night...then we went down pch and hit decker canyon to get our adrenaline going then stopped at carls jr. and made some trouble throwing hamburgers and shit,the bean manager blew up at us then we ran out and craig threw a soda at some guy on a bike.lmao.. then we just boned out around and pissed people off some guy chased us cuz i layed a huge ass burn out in these old peoples homes...i like made there arms fall off.. and we went and dropped off my truck and got craigs and boned out for a while. then we went to elishas but we had to go back right away. then we waited till 2 and snuck out my window and pushed craigs truck down he street(my trucks soo loud my mom would hear it) and went to elishas from like 2 till 630 then we went to my house and wrote my mom a note that we woke up at 7 for some reason and we were boning out to elishas so then we went back to elishas and slept for 2 hours so i pretty much got 2 hours of sleep last night omg it was sooo fun tho TEC FOR LIFE ..craig woke elisha up with the vaccum...lmao it was hilarious then he yelled doughnuts omg lmfao! you just had to be there...good shit then we were like jumping on elishas bed at 3 in the morning playn music loud...holy shit best day i have had in awhile...i love you elisha:)
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well today wasnt good the worst happen :(

Feeling: sane
Well today wasnt good at all..started out horrible i woke up late for skool...haha yeahhh thennnn after all yeah im not going to go into details...but Elisha broke up with me:( this is the hardest day iv had in my whole life..i hope to god we can get back together i love her and miss her :( oh PS.im having surgury monday dec 19th at like 11AM...wish me luck im going to need it..the screws are coming out lateeeeeee
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hahah i just found this

Listening to: as i lay dying
Feeling: asleep
!!!GIRLS: if you want guys to do for you then post "GUYS ONLY" GUYS: if you want girls to do for you then post "GIRLS ONLY" And be completely honest what would you do if I? 1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? 9. I asked u to have sex? 10. i asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? ::WOULD YOU:: 39. Kiss me? 40. Makeout with me?
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i need to ride

Listening to: as i lay dying-
Feeling: placid
i need to ride! to clear my mind..!!!!!!!! offroading clears my mind but i really want to ride i love it..i miss it soo much...oh yeah im SUPPOSE to have surgury AGAIN on my damn pos knee in 2weeks!!!!!!!!!!!im fucking scared shitless.. this time to take the screws out!i dont know if im going to have it or not.i dont want to be laid out of school and not be able to see Elisha :(... im extremly dsfkjlfdks i dont even know what mood im in...
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weekend was uhh weird..but fun at time

Listening to: killswitch engage-
Feeling: addicted
welll this weekend i didnt alot of stuff....went offroading mainly to keep me from getting depressed...its been soo damn cold latley i like it in a way i love the rain i want it to rain again...i went offroading on friday when it was raining...damn that was fun and i did alot of powerslides and burn outs...lol yeahhh its fun i think im eather getting sick again or my alergies are being wierd...my throat hurts like a biatch and i have a kinda stuffy nose...
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holllllyy shittt

Listening to: thrice-
Feeling: sane
holllyyy shittt im crying...i feel really really...i dunno weird and sad i just cant see my life without her.. pS.i cant breath
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santa monica :)

today me and Elishaaaaa went to santa monica to see her friend Jenn,it was sooo fun shes soo awesome,then we went to in&out after that was sooo goood :)i love you elisha
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traaavvviiisssss

you need to update. happy thanksgivinghappy three months! I LOVE YOU !!!! ♥ Elisha p.s. sorry i went into this again, :[
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uhhhhh saddd

Feeling: sane
well today i got my truck washed haha nice and shiney and clean then umm went to chill with Elisha then her phone blew up or somin then i called back and she didnt answer anddddd then it was busy...then i just to went to brandons to chill for awhile cuz i was bored then we made some stuff for my truck then we got done at 10:00pm or so,then i get home to....the worst part THE GIRL I LOVE THE MOST IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE mad cuz ididnt pick up the phone...?i called her again later in the day and it was busy then i figured she was mad at me :( andndddd her i am now...i signed onto aim and she blocked me...well yeah i wanna cry right now...i would do anything for Elisha i love her soo much,im mad i couldnt get her the thing i really wanted to for out 3 month annaversery well ima think about somestuff for awhile...PS.i cant BREATH!!!!!!
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Today

Listening to: Killswitch engage
Feeling: awkward
Well today was pretty fun. i went driving around with craig then we went to his nursery rode my dirtbike i fell and smacked my bad knee on my handlebars :(..then we went to Elishas :)!!!hell yeah i love her we chilled all day went out driving around by the beach and just around then haha yeah today was pretty fun..
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