Why, why do you have to go, thats so far away, I would never have the chance to see you through the week, there are opportunities where I can now. I know it my dad even said it. But I guess what ever is best for you. I know you say you'll come back, but there is always the possibility that you don't. It scares me a great deal. I really don't know what to say to you. I have a bad feeling about it all, about us, but its not what I want. Its what you want. I never thought this would happen, don't go. Don't leave me behind.