The On-Going Woman
Feeling: neurotic
life is beautiful...
and i can't believe the way i keep throwing it all away. i'm almost twenty and already i see my youth slipping away. i always feel like i'm running out of time, but my priorities are atleast RIGHT WHERE THEY SHOULD BE.


being a waitress is one big stage act. i have to get better at memorizing my lines and multi-tasking. its kind of like rubbing your stomach with one hand while trying to pat your head with other. i was never one of those kids who could do that.
don't get me wrong though...i'm not slow.
infact, i catch on really fast.
i love the new job...so far anyways.


the biggest argument shawn and i have is, who loves who more. he is an amazing boyfriend...and an even better friend. he's pretty much the nicest person you'll ever meet. shawn has taught me alot, and i'll always love him for it. i love him with all of me.


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Entry List
The On-Going Woman
Daybreaking Truth
Three Year Old On Crack
Centuries Of Me
Prelude To Death
A Letter To God
Screaming Halo
My Clammy Proclaimed Hands
The Ancient Whisper
Clarity Of Wrong Behaving
Brown Skin Breakage
Instant Vintage
My Portrait Of Pieces
Quintuplets Of Emotions
The Oncoming Storm
The Last Bitter Pill
Reaching For A Better Name
Germ Of Affection
An All Ghetto...Geek
1st Thing That Comes To Mind
Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of...
Twenty Pink Occasions
My Dismissal
Love Shouldn't Hurt
As God Stares Astranged
Spacious Being
At The End Of January
Unemployment
Cannibalistic Intent
Ugly World, Ugly Dreams
Kiss-mas Time
Flattered By Wondering Eyes.
The End Of All Things To Come
Wreck Of The Day
Seeing Gray Punch In The Sun
Head Atop The Couch
Cabbage; Prevents Teen...
Coming Undone
Kiss My Cyanide Lips
Countdown
Lid To Your Soul
Temporary Ventilator
Send In The Clowns
A Certain Cemetery
No Coming Up For Air
Engraving Days
Lady Of The Forest
Chapter VI: virtues forever
Next Flight Home Backwards
Raise The Stakes
Disowned From Sleep
The Last Supper
Moving Humanmeat
[Project] Enslavement
The Blend: Black Coffee
Delicate Dreamscape
Preppy For Sex
A Beautiful Lie
Temperate Exposure
A Rally Of Eight
My Silent Asylum
Where Will You Go
Beyond My Sleeping Refuge
The Potion
Armor For Sleep
Timeout, Gorgeous Know-It-All
Cage Of A Man
One Yellow Alien
Necrowhore
No Pedestrains Allowed
2am And She Calls Me
Urine Junkie
Galloping Domain
Framed In Blood
Question The Only
Last Words For The Blind
Red Bunny Ranger
Cracked Face Of Alec
Emerged Vanity
RIP TAYLOR
The Distance Will Save Us
Hanging On The Cross
Unheard.
Inside A Facelift
Malchik gay
Broken Chandeliers
Modified Lie: Brainwashed
Kitchen Knife Handovers
My Eyelashing Beads
The Story Of Ten Years
Breathe No More
Fireworks Give Me Veins
Saint To Broken Words
Goodbye Ashland- GoldDust Ave
Everything You Love To Hate
Whores Get Paid: but I'm FREE
Dominion In Memory
Can't Live Without You
Third Time Was A Charm
Author Unknown
Love Won't Count Us Out
I Ruin Poetry
The Rotten Egg Smell
Daddy Dearest
Alone On Lovers Lane
Mercy Drives Brand New Halos
Flowers Made Of Bread
Sold My Soul For A Cheap Fuck
Some Girls Have All The Fuck
Confessions Of Inadequacy
Saved From Ebony Lies
Born To Rain
Sucking My Stomach In
The Only Solution: Death
Point Pleasant
In God We Trust
Beauty For Silicon
Ink-Blotch
All My Friends Have Gone Deaf
Standing On My Ledge
Don't Break My Heart
Åsgårdsreien
The Dead Will Follow
Another Violent End
Lock. Step. Gone.
Abandoned In A Trailor
Love Is Red
Divorced Revolution
The Masquerade
Chaos Spawn
Green Eggs And Ham
Fish. Caught On Camera!
Perverted Love In My Backpack
Peon. rhymes w/ feet
Mortally Beloved
The Art Of Dying
All I Want For Christmas
Error In Excellence
Raised On Whipped Cream
Make Your Own Bones
Gasonline On A Satin Robe
Stinch Of Feathers
Bring Your Daughters Down
Released In Japan
Sucking Your Venom
Weeping Of Unborn Children
Scent Of Black Flesh
Sinful Pleasure
Food For Thought
White Lolas
Learned How To Bleed
The Last Reflection
The Brake Of Your Car
10 Cent Commerical
Prison Sex [Like A Virgin]
Cherish The Hole In My Head
Necromantical Screams
Room To Live
5 Minutes Alone
I HATE UR GOODIES!
The Bad Seed
My PIMP Prince Charming
Nothing Left To Mutilate
Cobwebs Tied In Cigars
A Wrench And Self Motives
Circles Take The Hearts
In Love and Death
Take Me Away
EXIT>RealityIII
Surrender
Cold Light Of Saturday
Minutes Are Now Hours
Dreamsphere
Tamed For Charity
Defenders Bark At The Moon
The End Of Heartache
Bondage To Glory A Hangover
Heaven's Equation
The House Of Weeping Fists
Guilt In Another Sun
Forgotten Faces
Goodbye Spleen Check
Spiraling Magick, Fireworks
Fireworks
Toilet In The Depths Of Eve
Crucify The Bitch
Hypocrites Bleeding Extinction
Dumbfounded Ninja
Razorblades Will Drown
Nicotine Exhaust
Artifical Misery
Clandestine Hope
The Ache of Van Gough
Dripping Power Lines
Porcleain Doll
Above The Armored Mold
Birth Of A Conspiracy
Leave A Whisper
Interrupted Crash
Kill Beauty
Disabled Potential
Chemistry of the Noble
Mockery to Death
Ecstasy
Black Crayon
Secret Scenery
Secret SceneryII
Impressionism
Straight Jacket
Perished Complexion
Paper Pierced Holes
My Veil Of Secrecy
Circle Of Creases
Aim For My Throat
Flimpsy Surface
Attempt To Escape
Stay Inside The Lines
I Knelt Down For You
Underneath It All
Sunken Void of Hope
Lost My Dignity
Dried Blood Of The Hopeless
Two Faced
Untill Tomorrow
Dawn Of the Dead
Shut the curtains
Imprinted in gold
Honoring African Americans
Awake and watch silent...
Furious Wave
Under my umbrella
Stand away from me
Replace me with Glass
Dominos Effect
Cruel cold heart
The ruins fall
Stare at all that's left
Murder me
I want to save you ...save me...
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