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October 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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i'm so depressed. i work 40 hours a week at a shit ass mall fast food joint, have hardly any social life, no girlfriend, and everyone i DO like DOESN'T like me...I'm screwed. I give up... |
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Its Been a While... |
June 4th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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For me, its been a while since I could say, "I'm truly happy." Guess thats just the way things go for me. Always reaching out for the love of another and loving everyone; only to recieve a bitch slap from life as a thank you. Its funny how things work out and its definately ironic for the most part. I hate that everyone I care about doesn't seem to care about me at all (at least in that way). I try my hardest to work to make those I care about happy and am only rejected so that I may go cry in my pitiful little corner of the world and wish I was dead...I only have one question each and every night, "Why me?". I guess I'm not the only one, and to think so would be a selfish and unfair act, but I can't help but wonder if anyone will ever care about my feelings or at least pretend. I guess thats just me being stupid and conceited, but I just need a break. I need love. |
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Never.... |
April 30th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I never seem to be able to get the things I desire most. I never seem to be able to be happy. Most of all I never seem to be able to stay satisfied with what I have. No, theres not some subliminal meaning here...take these lines at face value. I hate my life... |
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Broken, But Theres Hope... |
April 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I feel like shit for all my sins against the one I love. Why do I do these stupid things? At least I have her forgivness and that is more important to me than anything right now...I love her. What more can I say. |
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Pissing People Off.... |
April 25th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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People I don't give a flying fuck about keep bringing their b/s to me! I have a new line for them. Live, learn, get Luvs, and don't piss yourself! |
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Prom Rocks... |
April 24th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Ok, ok...prom wasn't THAT great, but after prom was the shit! I got OBLITERATED! I love alchohol! lol...I had a great time playing card games and hanging out with people. That was the great thing (the people). We had a great group of people for the night and even though I don't remember a lot of it, it was the best! *happy.....* |
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Good Mood... |
April 15th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I'm really happy today for some odd reason....surprise, surprise. Everything is going great for me lately. I haven't had problems with people giving me bullshit today and I'm extremely happy with the relationship I'm in. I love this girl to death. *sigh* hope this lasts unlike everything else good that comes my way. Anywayz...I'm happy! BLARG!!!! |
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Counting Bodies... |
April 14th, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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So sick of everyones bullshit,
So sick I wish I could make slits,
To take it all away,
To relieve all my pain.
I'm so sick of the way people are acting lately. Can't anyone just keep their fucking mouth shut anymore. It makes me fucking sick to hear so much highschool bullshit. Everyone is either better than everyone else or just fucking thinks someone else is making a bad choice for all the wrong reasons. Mind your own god damn business you fucking anal retentive douche bag mother fuckers! EEEERRRR! |
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Quick Thoughts About Nothing #1 |
March 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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Artificially intellegent,
We all do and know only what we've been told.
Kind of ironic when we all seek to be individuals isn't it?
Just a thought... |
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Lock Me Up... |
March 31st, 2005 @ 12:00am |
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I'm not really in the mood to write and yet I do it anyway. It helps me to release all my stress. I choose not to bear these burdens of mine. Though they are petty and meaningless I am not stable enough to deal with them properly. I must have and outlet other than razors zig-zagging across my skin and that is why I choose to releave my pains with key strokes. I write because I can't talk to people about all the crazy things that flow in and out of my head...I'd be locked up without a doubt. Maybe thats just what I need though... |
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Never....
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Prom Rocks...
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Good Mood...
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Lock Me Up...
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Quick Thoughts About Nothing...
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In a Daze...
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Just Leave Me Alone....
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Back to Business
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I'm BACK!
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Poem #3: Decisions
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No More.......
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Rape Me......
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Poem #2: Liberty Doesn't Exist
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Eulogy....
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These Feelings Aren't Even...
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A Little Bit Crazy (Okay; A...
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Back Home.......
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Bipolar Hell.....
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Drained.....
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Everytime I Try to Think......
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Its Been a While....
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Back to Business.....
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False scare
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Hospitalized....
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Rough Times
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I'm Dieing to Die
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I Never Knew Hate Could Feel...
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Cold Shoulder....
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Its Not Fair (lol)
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I Quit....
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Lonely Forever.....
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As Requested by Ashlie
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Hell is HERE......
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In School
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On the War in Iraq....
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The Love of Hate
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To All My Friends
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Hapenis........
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If I Could Only Care.......
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I'm Changed, and Yet I Still...
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Everyone sucks......
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A Poem for You.......
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The Days of Our Lives
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Is That the Best You Can Do?
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Dammit
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Urggg....
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What the Hell....
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Fuck Me
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Out
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I Am,,,,,,,,
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Form Dusk Till Death
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Cold Like Him
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Depraved of Light
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You........
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Visions
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Alone........
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For Once
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Why?
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