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It's a girl color... |
August 1st, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Your Heart Is Pink
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
What Color Heart Do You Have? |
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Damn... |
May 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: I could die for you - Red Hot Chillipeppers
Feeling: depressed
http://www.sitdiary.net/yea/?cmd=view_entry&eid=90
I lived, somehow, through that fall. I miss that guy sometimes. He was happier. He smiled more.
But nevermore. I've moved on to another girl, that I do deeply care for. But the past keeps knocking.
FUCK!
What's a boy to do?
I can't leave Kayla. I really can't. I'd die.
But what can I do? There's a barrier there. And I'm too afraid to knock it down. |
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“Alive With The Glory of Love” - Say Anything |
May 7th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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When I watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing…yeah.
Right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view…oh, yeah….
Of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows, but we ignore that, yeah.
You're lovely baby, this war is crazy, I won't let you down…oh, no no….
No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Oh, no…I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
No, oh no, no, no….
And when our city vast and shitty falls to the Axis, yeah…
They'll search the buildings, collect gold fillings, wallets, and rings…oh, yeah.
But Miss Black Eyeliner, you'd look finer with each day in hiding, oh yeah…
Beneath the wormwood, ooooo, love me so good…
They won't hear us screw away the day.
I'll make you say:
“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”
“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”
(No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Whoa, no…I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…)
Our Treblinka is alive with the glory of love….
Treblinka, alive with the glory of love! Yeah!
(Ok, speed it up….Go!)
Should they catch us and dispatch us to those separate war camps, yeah.
I'll dream about you, I will not doubt you with the passing of time….Oh, yeah.
Should they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullets, yeah.
I'll know my purpose: this war was worth this. I won't let you down…
No, I won’t….
No, I won’t….
No, I won’t….
(Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…)
Hell no, no…Whoa, no, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you….Hell, no, no.
No! No! |
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The days of night... |
April 15th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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The days of night have come...finally...to show me what I need to see.
To speak to me what I need to hear, and give me what I need to survive.
Finally...
Finally......
It's all worth it. |
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Hmm... |
April 13th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Complicated
Adventurous
Naughty ;)
Devious
Yummy?
What does this describe? You tell me!
And yes, I am bored. Who'd you tell? Odd. |
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About that time again. |
April 2nd, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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It's 5 am, and I'm not the least bit sleepy.
Again.
This is beginning to be a common occurance. And it's annoying. I try to sleep at decent hours, but slumber seems to simply elude me until dawn.
That's not good, seeing I'm hoping to get a job that start's at 8 am.
Oh yea. Been a while since I posted. I'm sure nobody reads this tho. Sooo
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Blah! |
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Religion |
January 11th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Such a touchy subject.
Why do humans find the need to cling to the idea of a supernatural being looking over us?
My idea: We need to. The thought of us not just appearing here and having someone or something else place us here for a reason appeals to our vanity as a race. I dunno. All I know is what I believe.
Nativism, as I call it. It's not true nativism. I just dubbed it that, since it's easier to type than "Ancestral Beliefs".
Anyway. Monotheism. The belief that all things around you have an....essence. Not quite a spirit, but a connection. The rocks and trees, birds and squirrels, man and deer. All connected, in some way.
Also it's a belief that animals, other than humans, should be respected in the same manner as other people are. Except we don't eat other people.
For example, you kill a deer, you ask your "Brother Deer" for forgiveness for causing him pain, and thank him for nourishing your body and giving his remains to you for whatever use you might have for them. Making a new shirt, sinew for a bow, hoof for a hilt, whatever.
But yea, that's a little bit more on what I believe. It's relatively simple, and it translated to modern society.
Oh how I wish I could go back to the days when we didn't know about visitors from over the "Great Pond". Those days were...lovely. A virtual Utopia, for me anyway. Sure there was war and all that, but it wasn't for the same reasons as now. We didn't battle over belongings, because there was no sense of owning anything. There's not even a word for it.
We fought for simple things. Honor. Hunting grounds. Things like that. Not because we wanted to expand our borders, or because we thought the tribe next to us looked funny.
Speaking of honor, that's what I miss. The sense of a fair fight, and the knowledge that your enemy had the same ideals as you.
But I suppose...the days of olde are gone forever. Well until after WW3, if man survives that one. Oh well. There are only two things I know of the be constant, so says Einstein, the universe and man's ignorance.
Cherrio chaps! |
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FUCKIN A! |
January 9th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Just felt like saying it.
NATIVISM ROX!
Yea...bitches.
http://www.sitdiary.net/yea/?cmd=view_entry&eid=45 |
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January 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
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Lie-
1. A false statement deliberately presented as being true; a falsehood.
2. Something meant to deceive or give a wrong impression.
I wonder who this is meant to be read by!
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January 6th, 2006 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: The Nth Degree - Morningwood
Feeling: tired
Now...yesterday was stressful. BUT! I don't really give a shit...lol.
I should be getting a local job in a few days, which is gooooood.
Other than that, I'm bored! Yea that's about it. |
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